Entering the Sea of Cortez

We started our track early to Cabo with a nice amount of wind, and we were even able to make a batch of cinnamon buns while underway. We had some nice buddy boats along for the ride, and we could keep an eye on each other as we all head towards Cabo. 

During this passage, we didn’t see much wildlife, though it has started to pick up in this part of the sea. We’ve seen a few more whales, and few groups of rays that jump out of the water and belly flop over and over again. It’s quite the sight. We’re also starting to see sea turtles pop up. It’s very cool. 

After an uneventful overnight, we arrived to the rocky outcropping and arch around lunch, and it was a welcome site. Cabo is a lot to take in in one shot, and we had been warned that it’s a pretty busy anchorage. We discovered that not only is it busy, it’s also a little rough but thankfully it’s also really beautiful. We were happy to get off the boat and see that the water was now 25°C and we were able to go to shore and splash in the waves right away.

Cabo is the first city where we’ve been almost literally accosted by sales people on the street. It’s always a surprise when you’re walking down the beautiful sidewalk only to be saying “no Gracias” over and over and over again. You get used to it I suppose, but it is a little tiring. What Cabo was good for was a quick grocery restock as it was really close and the dinghy dock access was easy. The marina is full of some crazy boats, and some of them really interesting, like the pirate ships that would go out every night for a booze cruise (along with many others) - there was always something to see in the water in Cabo.

It was a nice stop to reconnect with a few friends we’d met along the way, but we were happy to have a full fridge and to be out of there. Now that we’ve rounded the peninsula, we are properly in the sea of Cortez. The water and the weather are both warmer, but we’re no longer going downwind. As we round the corner and start to head north, the wind is now coming towards us on the nose of the boat.

Our journey around the corner was our first northern passage and it was a little wild. There was a lot of splashing and bashing of the boat though the boat handled just fine. It’s just the way it is when you’re motoring up north. I guess this is something we have to get used to as we plan to journey north a little bit more.

In little anchorages like this, there’s often a bit of life on shore, maybe a restaurant or a small fishing village. It’s always fun to explore and see what they have to offer. It’s often a very nice resort or a very meagre village - not a lot of in between. If there is a chance, we try and go to shore just to check it out and maybe have a beer or some Coke. And of course it’s always nice to get your feet on solid ground. Also, in these new bays we’ll often meet other boats at anchor, and get together for an impromptu happy hour where we can chat the night away until the sun goes down. We’ve met some really cool people this way, and it’s one of the best parts of this cruising lifestyle.

The next stretch we were making our way towards La Paz, where my mom had booked a plane ticket and time at an Airbnb to visit us. It’s always nice to have people come and visit, but it does put a teeny bit of strain on our schedule. Luckily for us, the weather was cooperating, and we just needed to keep our pace up to get to La Paz on time.

We’ve heard lots about La Paz being a really great place to meet people and to get really good supplies and groceries and that it’s just a nice town to explore in general. It did not disappoint. They have a really beautiful and accessible boardwalk that takes you down the main drag of town and it’s a pleasure to walk down. The whole town is really clean and well kept with an assortment of shopping and restaurants and it’s easy to spend a lot of time there.

We were able to get some laundry and some grocery shopping done before my mom arrived and we could set her up in her Airbnb that was a seven minute walk away from the dinghy dock. My mom would stay on shore with some of us in the Airbnb while, Matt and the rest of us would stay on the boat. We kind of swapped sleeping arrangements every couple nights so that my mom was never on her own. It was really nice to have a land based home even for a little while, and we soaked up that unending warm water shower like crazy. She had a nice little pool at her place too and that was a really nice spot to cool off during the day. We would often start the day with a walking adventure to somewhere in town, like a museum or shopping, and then during the middle of the day get back to Mom‘s for a quick dip and a happy hour at her place, and then see where the night would take us.

We were also able to get Mom on our boat for a day and we went to explore a beautiful beach at Balandra Bay near La Paz. It’s a postcard perfect beach with white, white sand and crystal clear turquoise water. We could do some really basic snorkelling and just enjoy the beautiful beach together. My mom did better than expected getting in and off of the boat, and we were all able to have a nice adventure out together.

Before we knew it, it was time to get mom back on the plane. We were able to load her suitcase up with secret Santa presents for home, as she had come down with a full suitcase, loaded with tools or parts for the boat and some things we missed from home. We are so grateful she could visit and it was bittersweet to say goodbye.

La Paz has been great for us to make some connections for the kids too. We’ve met some really nice families with kids of all ages, not many with similar aged teens, but very close. There is quite a gathering of family boats in La Paz and I can understand why. It is an easy place to be long-term. We look forward to keeping up some of these relationships as we travel, as a good number of us are headed in the same direction. It’s always more fun to do these adventures with a team.

For now, we are trying to solidify some of our winter plans, especially where we’ll be for Christmas. We had originally thought to head north as far as we could, perhaps getting to Loreto, but the more we talk with people and look at the weather forecast, it might be a better idea to actually cross the sea of Cortez and head towards the mainland of Mexico , moving towards Mazatlan, and then further south towards and past Puerto Vallarta. There will be plenty of family boats out that way, and it’s a better place to be during this season as the wind is predominantly from the north. That way we can have a nice passage heading south and all those locations are near to each other, so we can always wait for a nice calm weather window if and when we need to head a little bit north.

We’re learning a lot about weather routing and making plans in the sand at low tide. The kids have been really desperate for some connection with others and we need to take that into consideration as we make our plans, especially our plans to cross the Pacific in the spring. It would be really nice to be able to have some other friends or some family boats to do that journey with.

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Finally in Mexico!

We made it to Mexico! After a smooth and windless overnight passage from San Diego, we entered Ensenada in the morning after the most non-eventful passage ever. The only way to check into Ensenada is by tucking into a marina, as there’s no option to anchor anywhere. We chose to stay at Marina Coral , and we’re glad we did. They were all super helpful with all the check-in paperwork and documentation and they even took us to the customs office and stood with us every step of the way so we can get everything we needed. It was a little bit overwhelming, so we were really grateful for the help. Then we could just enjoy the marina for another day or so and relax a little bit. The marina had a really lovely pool and nice warm showers and even a sauna and a steam room. It was a really great introduction to Mexico and a nice way to start in a new country. 

A day or so later we were ready to leave to our next stop over of Turtle Bay. This passage ended up being one of our most brutal yet. It was a bit of a mix of weather and expectations and just a really rough two nights overall. There was gusts of wind up to 31 kn consistently and Matt had to do a lot of hand steering to keep the auto pilot happy. Needless to say we rolled into Turtle Bay two days later very grateful for a wide open and calm anchorage.

Turtle Bay is actually a super sleepy town and there wasn’t too much going on when we arrived. We knew that in a couple of days the sailing rally Baja haha would be coming through, filling the anchorage with over 100 boats, but for now, it was a small sleepy Mexican town with some stores, some sports arenas, and a couple schools. We had a nice day, stretching our legs walking through hot, dusty town, finding some Coca-Cola and local treats. We all had to figure out how to communicate in Spanish as not very many people English.

It didn’t take long until we started meeting some experts in turtle Bay (some from the USA and some from Europe) who could really give us some local knowledge and information. Matt was able to help with a small project on shore with a Swiss guy who lives in turtle Bay and they help pour concrete for a local skate park For the Mexican kids who live there. And there were many and impromptu dinner party with freshly made friends.

It has been a bit of a struggle day today to find adequate Wi-Fi or Internet connection since entering Mexico. In Canada in the USA we got really lucky with a really nice phone plan that offered a ton of data and we’ve had great reception throughout. But it seems as soon as we’ve entered Mexico, availability of data has been zero. So we’re back to scrounging for Wi-Fi, luckily nearly every boat on the water these days has a starlink router, so we can often beg/borrow or steal Internet when needed, but it has put a cramp in our style, especially the kids schoolwork. It has been good to stretch us to make friends and then politely ask them for their Internet password, which everyone is more than happy to share.

We really enjoyed our time in Turtle Bay, making connections with locals and other travellers, but we did want to stay ahead of the ha-ha rally so we decided to take off to the next bay, Asuncion. We were able to catch some fish on the way and had a nice 10 hours light wind sailing.

Another thing we’re learning in Mexico, is that dinghy docks are not very common and you often have to beach your dinghy through the waves. We’ve had a few accidents where some or all of us are 50% wet after trying to get the dinghy to or from the beach, but I like to think we’re getting a little bit better every time. 

Asuncion was another nice calm, Mexican short town, and we were able to walk around and stretch my legs, and the people rules were so friendly. 

It was great to have had some refreshing and calm days at anchor, but we did need to make another overnight passage to Santa Maria Bay. We did our best to plan with the weather, and we only got about 50% lucky. We had some nice winds and then The wind and the waves picked up and we had to run with the wild weather somewhat away from our destination. It wasn’t our worst passage, but it definitely wasn’t a favorite. Luckily we were sailing the same journey with another Canadian boat and we could check in here and there, and we definitely compared notes when we got back to shore.

Bahia Santa Maria is a nice big sheltered Bay and we knew the ha ha rally was due in just another day or two and we were ready by then to see people, and especially some family boats. It was nice to have a few days to ourselves and the other boats in the Anchorage to just relax and enjoy snorkelling in the beach before the rally came through, but we were excited to see the spectacle. It really was quite something to see Boat after Boat after Boat come into the ample Anchorage.

We will walk to a bay full of all kinds of boats, mostly sailboats, but some power boats too. We all hopped in the dinghy, hoping to catch up with a few boats we previously met at the California coast, and while we were out, we would say hello to anyone who looked like they had kids, or anyone with a Canadian flag. The ha ha was a really great group of people who were super welcoming, despite the fact that we didn’t join the rally. There was even some events planned that we could participate in including a kids diving competition (Digory stole the show with his belly flop!) And a really great beach barbeque on shore hosted by the local Fisherman. 

It wasn’t long before the rally was due to leave and they cleared out as swiftly as they had come in. We went to sleep with 100 boats in the bay and woke up to about a dozen as they had an early departure time. Luckily, there were a few family boats who were keen to stay in the area and explore the bay just to the south. We called it the Mag Bay Mutiny and half a dozen boats decided to head to Bahia Magdalena, which is known for its beauty and calm Waters and whale calving at certain times of the year.

Meg Bay has been a really nice stop for us. All as life has really slowed down and we can enjoy shore life (which is very simple, with one small store and two small restaurants) but the local people have been so friendly we even had one of the Family boats kiddo celebrate a birthday, and we brought the party to shore, and the local kids were included and all those kids had so much fun.

It ended up being a good thing that some of us boats mutant need as the wind and weather really picked up for the rally heading south towards Cabo. It turns out that the rest of the Baja ha-ha rally was cancelled due to weather so the family boats that skipped out weren’t really missing anything after all. We were very happy for their company, though we loved our quick venture into the sailing rally adventure, it feels best to have a few friendly boats around you doing the same sort of things we are.

In Mag Bay, we’ve had some really nice slow adventure days, including a dinghy ride up through the mangroves. I wish we knew our shorebirds a little better because we saw so many really interesting birds up in the mangroves. The beach here is lovely too, soft, white sand, and beautiful, turquoise water, it feels like we finally arrived in nearly tropical weather. 

Our next big stop will be in Cabo San Lucas, which will be more of a reprovisioning than sightseeing. We’ve heard it can be really expensive and quite busy there, with a rather dicey Anchorage. Our big goal for the next week or so is to get further north into the sea of Cortez at La Paz where there will be lots of boats and a protected Anchorage and a really nice space to relax and start enjoying the sea of Cortez.

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Some Wild Californian Coasts

We left Morro Bay on another foggy California morning. We waved to so many rafts of sea otters, and then made our way out into the big gray sea. So far the Californian coast has been way more gray than we ever expected, and it’s been wearing on us all a little in different ways. We’re all still really excited to get towards Mexico, but it seems about 1,000,000 miles away through all of this fog. 

Our next big stop was going to be the Channel Islands, and we’ve heard that they’re very very beautiful and shouldn’t be missed. In our minds, we thought they would be very similar to British Columbia‘s Gulf islands, but maybe our expectations were off a little. The Channel Islands are in fact a very desolate group of islands and not very much like the West Coast at all. After a rocky and rolly passage, passing point Conception, which is famous for being a little wild (they often call it the Fake Cape for that reason) but we made it and were eager to get a shore. 

There lies the problem. There are no docks or peers to help make landing as safe aspossible, nearly anywhere in any of the Channel Islands. Apparently this is part of its beauty…? #notconvinced 

On San Miguel Island, we managed to beach the dinghy after a little bit of a wild journey to get the dinghy there. Nothing flipped over, but it sure felt like it was gonna, and Digory did have some very wet shorts after we got there. It was nice to explore San Miguel Island with beautiful sand dunes, and new bits of flora here and there, especially after being at sea for a while. The anchorage was really rolly as none of the anchorages in the Channel Islands are very protected at all. Another misconception on our part.

We did hear some really great reviews about the painted caves on Santa Cruz Island, and felt like it was worth a trip. After leaving San Miguel after a night, we headed over to Santa Cruz Island, and tried to find a place to anchor so we could get into the caves with the dinghy. This is easily easier said than done And it was quite an adventure trying to find somewhere to anchor the boat safely so we could go find the caves. We ended up anchoring in a spot over 80 feet deep and letting out almost 250 feet of chain just so we felt safe. The water was really rough that day so it was a splashy adventure to the caves. 

The painted caves themselves were actually quite beautiful, but it was a little outside of our comfort zone getting in and out of them with the dinghy and with the surge of the waves so we just had a good look around with flashlights and then we’re back on our merry way before any accidents happened. And then to another rolly anchorage on the east side of Santa Cruz Island, where it was impossible for us to get to shore safely. So we looked at the beautiful Sandy Beach from our boat and rolled around all night in the unprotected anchorage. (If I sound disgruntled - it’s because I am - ha!)

The one highlight of the Channel Islands for us was a little cove that ended up having some protection called Pelican Cove. This was the first time in a long time where we could pump up the paddleboard and jump in the water and do some snorkeling. It felt like we finally made it south! We could see beautiful orange Garibaldi fish straight away and beautiful purple urchins. It was like a breath of fresh air to be in clear blue water again, and swimming around the boat. But before we knew it, it was time to head back to civilization, and we made our way towards Redondo Beach and Newport, on then our way towards Dana Point to meet some family.

It was in Redondo Beach that Canadian Thanksgiving fell and we wanted to make it happen. So we cobbled together a few Thanksgiving things and ended up having a really nice family dinner on the boat. We made some fresh buns and found some cranberry sauce and some stuffing and veggies and even gravy. All the smells in the flavours are right, the only thing missing was family and friends, but we know we will cherish this memory all the same.

We walked around places like Redondo Beach and Newport Beach and were entertained by the enormity of that beach lifestyle. Newport especially is such a rich looking city. I can’t imagine the wealth that goes back-and-forth - it was pretty good watching but not really are kind of tourism. Though we have to say all of the harbour patrols in these areas have been exceptional: really friendly and helpful and going above and beyond for transient sailboats like us.

Soon after we tucked into Dana Point as a stop over to visit Matt’s cousin. It was so nice to be around people we knew and get a few errands done. Having a family onshore with a vehicle was so helpful! It was also just nice to catch up with cousins and see their kiddo and share memories since the last time we were there which was 11 years ago.

We left Dana Point with full hearts, and with our emotional batteries recharged, and ready to get closer and closer to Mexico. But first, San Diego! 

We have never in our entire life seen so many planes, helicopters, fighter jets and aircraft carriers all in one spot all moving amongst each other. It was truly next level. I’m not sure what we were expecting, but it was quite a sight to see all those things moving in the air, but also a ton of boats in the water. San Diego is a vast city and though it is kind of surrounded by water, access to land isn’t all that easy. Thankful it’s easier than the Channel Islands, but finding a safe dinghy dock that you can tie your dinghy up to for longer than two hours was actually pretty tricky. Luckily, having made a few friends, we could tie our dinghy up and ask folks to keep an eye on it just in case. One day we went full-tourist and went to the San Diego zoo and had a really full day exploring that hundred acre zoo. It was really top-notch and the animals were really visible and we got to see so many favourites and actually learned a ton of new things.

The last few weeks we’ve been trying to stay ahead of a very popular sailing rally called the Baja ha-ha, and we’ve made some friends who are currently partaking. But the boats are starting to amass in places like San Diego, getting ready to make the jump to Mexico and onward. We’ve decided it’s in our best interest to stay ahead of them for now as they are a pretty big crew, some say 150 boats this year. So we left San Diego for an overnight passage to Ensenada Mexico, knowing that we would have a busy day, checking into that country and organizing our travel documents to be there.

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Cute California towns

It seems the usual that when we’ve recently left a big city, we crave a small town, like a palate cleanser. Our memory buckets were full of San Francisco and we were ready to move on, especially to some less foggy and chilly weather (what the heck, California!).

After a fair bit of motoring, we tucked into Pillar Point Harbour, a protected little bay on our way south. We quickly dubbed it “Pelican Poop Point” as the pelican’s on the breakwater were astounding in number. More astounding was the eye-watering, mouth covering smell of bird droppings combined with sea lion musk plus a light dose of low-tide smell. It was something else, and it wafted up to us like a bad dream. 

We rushed up to the fuel dock (as it was much cheaper here than in SF) and tried to fuel up as quickly as possible and get to the anchorage and away from the smell.

Lucky for us, it was a really calm and protected anchorage with a few really cute amenities on shore. Still drenched in fog, we adventured into town to check out what was there. It was a cute little surf town with a ton of potential, but reached it on a sleepy day. Lucky for us, the Mexican/Peruvian food truck was open and we loaded up on Fritos Locos - fries loaded with cheese sauce, guacamole, salsa and pickled jalapeños. It was so good and totally made up for the smell of the anchorage.

Before too long, we were on our way agin, off towards Santa Cruz. This passage was notable because it was as if were trying to sail through a humpback whale highway. They followed us all day (or we followed them?), sometimes breaching right beside and in front of the boat - very frightening and amazing all at the same time. Every time we were sailing for longer than 30 minutes, a whale would spout near us and we would quickly turn the motor on just to make some noise, then turn it off after a few minutes. Our watch during this day passage was very vigilant, and we were so grateful that it was a mostly clear day with a bit of sun, because those whales were everywhere.

Santa Cruz anchorage turned out to be pretty exposed, but the town was also really pretty. This felt and looked a little more like what we imagined California to look like. The kids were excited to see the fair rides right next to the beach: all kinds of rollercoasters and games along the 100 year old Santa Cruz Boardwalk. It didn’t open until Saturday, so we knew we had Friday to explore the town before checking out the fair properly on the weekend. 

We had a really sunny Friday exploring Santa Cruz inland, got good and sweaty but it really was a cute town we enjoyed. We even got a chance to swim in the water at the beach and it was so refreshing. The anchorage was really rolly and was hard to enjoy, but we just had to stay for the rides the next day.

Luckily the rides did not disappoint and much fun was had. We loaded a card with 50 points ($50) and set off. It was a really great way to try out some rides and fair food without breaking the bank, and we felt like we got our monies worth. I think Digory would have ridden all of the rides all day, but the crowds really did pick up after 1pm so it was a perfect time to head out for a walk around town. Usually we might simply head back to the boat to relax, but in this situation, we really did have to burn time on land and only head back to the boat to eat and then sleep. Not our fave, but it’s doable.

We were eager to set off to a new location with hopes of a calm anchorage, especially because our journey across Monterey Bay to the city of Monterey was really “washing machine” rolly the whole way. The marina there was super affordable so we took a slip for two nights to recharge and explore Monterey. It was so lovely to relax and spend time on the boat like we’re used to again.

Monterey is a really lovely spot and we all enjoyed it. It has just enough touristy feels and just enough history to make anyone happy. The Mexican vibes were finally showing up, with lots of old historic buildings and plenty of Adobe-style structures, and so much sand coloured everything. Matt and I even snuck away for a date night as it’s really easy to get back to the boat in the dark when you’re at a dock in a well lit city.

Before we knew it, it was time to move on again, this time for an overnight passage to Morro Bay. This passage was relatively event-free and it was a clear and smooth night, though only a few hours of sailing during the 20 hour passage. Matt even woke everyone up at 3am to the sight of dolphins swimming along the boat totally illuminated by bioluminescence. It was so cool to see the bullets of light shooting towards the boat from afar, and as they neared, you could see every feature of the dolphin lit up in green glow as they swam next to the boat. You could even see their little smile. We’re still not over the magic of these creatures, and they sure make a long night passage worth it.

Arriving in Morro Bay in the sunshine before lunch was just right, and we found a great spot to anchor in the very protected anchorage. There was sea life everywhere, but more sea otters than we’ve even seen. Any time you look at the water, you could see a little creature on its back, working away at a crab or a clam or cuddling with its pup in the water. They are everywhere and their cuteness really holds up.

For us, Morro Bay has been a great surprise - arriving on the sunny day, the boys or promptly went out and bought boogie boards (one was an early birthday present for Digory) and hit the beach. Piper and I went to explore town and all the shops unencumbered by boys ;)


Morro Bay was also where we were for Digory’s 13th birthday! Though we would have loved to have tracked down some similar aged kids by now, we still had a great family day spent together. Crepes with Nutella in the morning and then an adventurous family boogie board session at the (very foggy) beach lead to dinner at a delicious Mexican restaurant for dinner. It was a great day to celebrate Digory officially entering his teen years. He is missing his friends lately but he’s able to keep in touch with a few and that really helps. We are really grateful that both kids are pretty good about keeping busy on their own, because it has been a little lonely some days. 

We are already meeting more and more people who are heading in the same direction, some young couples, some older folks and some with kids, we are just waiting for our timelines to match and maybe for a spark or friendship. 


For now, we keep heading south and look forward to rounding Point Conception, which is sometimes called The Fake Cape, but is also known to be the point where the water and weather get noticeable warmer, and you can even put your sweaters away. We are very much looking forward to that! 

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Reflections on San Fran…

San Francisco had been a big destination highlight for me, and our first really big city that we were going to visit as a family. I think we forget every time that we like big cities in small doses. Small towns always win our hearts over, but we seem to always forget that when the bright and flashy lights of the next big metropolis shows up on the horizon. 

Despite our adventurous entrance into the bay, we were still excited to get ashore and start making some good (and less dramatic) memories. We seem to always crave some good old fashioned junk food as soon as we’re on shore - fries, burgers, anything fried or convenient - so we started at an In and Out Burger right near Fishermans Warf. 

For the next few days, we would bite off a different chunk of the city, usually with a good deal of walking and then hopping on a bus (very easy, very cheap and a ton of options) and of course we had to try the iconic trolly cars. Lucky for us, we got to ride a newly refurbished one that took us on a beautiful right straight to Chinatown. 

This is where we started learning and relearning some hard lessons, on how to go with the flow and change course mid-journey. This wasn’t our original plan, but this was where we were dropped and we all had to alter our expectations of the day and find some joy in it. And did we ever!

It seems our kids have had much broader cultural upbringing than Matt or I ever did, and so they have a ton of exposure to Asian culture and were very curious and knowledgeable about a lot of the sites we were seeing. I loved seeing them peeking in windows of the lantern-lined streets and asking “can we get a pork bun? I’ve always wanted one!” My association with Asian cuisine as a kid was sweet and sour pork - the glowing red kind - and that was about it. But our kids were really into Chinatown. We found a cute little bakery that seemed just the right amount of dingy and seemed to be less frequented by tourists and more by locals and we filled a bag for $13 of fresh spring rolls, pork buns, Chinese donuts and all sorts of delicious food and we happily dug in together. It was such a good lesson for us all - head off the well trodden path and you’ll be surprised, usually in a good way. 

In general, we have found the US to be very expensive, and that is mostly owing to our Canadian dollar right now, but also, just expensive! It seems most things are the same price tag as back home, or more, and then we add on the exchange (nearly 40%), and if we pay with a credit card, we add on another few percentage points. It really adds us, so we do our best to make our treats count. But I am also so glad at the amount of stocking up we did when we were home. Also, Mexico is just around the corner and we will try to save some bigger stock-ups until then.

Some big takeaways from San Francisco was that it is a city all on its own - it stands out from other big cities we’ve visited and we really liked it. The architecture alone was enough to make me love it there. I could have spent a whole day on an architecture tour - but I might have been on my own ;) Though the city was often shrouded in fog, we still caught glimpses of its scope, and it has a really pastel sort- of hue overall. When the fog did lift on our last two days there, we could finally see the whole city scape and wow - just a fun, retro, hip Californian coastal city.

The kids really loved the candy stores that seemed to pop up around every corner, and if not candy, then Boba tea shops. I loved all the houses - and I so badly wanted to walk into one and know it’s history, and Matt enjoyed the easy anchorage and that we started to meet people who are on the same path as we are.

As we departed San Francisco, after a max of 5 days in the Marina Park anchorage right near Fishermans Warf, we had a very redemptive journey out of the bay and beyond. The Golden Gate bridge was clear of fog and shining bright and sent us off in much better spirits than when we entered.

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Our Entrance into San Francisco Bay

Looking on a map, it seemed that San Francisco was still a million miles away. We had made really good tracks getting down the coast, but we still weren’t where we needed to be. From what we could tell, it was still at least one more overnight passage, a full 24 hours of being underway. So we buckled up and set forth, after an overnight in Shelter Cove, we headed out south. 

We were locked in a foggy mist for that entire time. It was what my Dad would call “Tupperware days”, because it felt like you were in a misty plastic container all day. It was quite unnerving. We were so glad we had radar, so we could at least see if there were large vessels in front of us. Which there were. We aren’t sure how you can be a commercial fisherman out at night and not have AIS or any kind of identification system. That nightwatch we were both hyper vigilant, with shorter breaks and more awake time. Luckily, this passage had much calmer seas, so calm that we motored to entire time. Matt had some high hopes of flying the spinnaker, but there wasn’t even enough wind for that. 

But soon, on the charts, we could see that San Fran was in our sights and we called the lilies up in the cockpit to witness our entrance into San Francisco Bay. It was great to see land again and CAlifornia has really beautiful geography. The bridge was shrouded in fog, but that was to be expected. 

What was not to be expected was that our engine suddenly and abruptly sputtered and shut off. No fanfare, just cough-cough-dead.

Now, most people know that Matt is a very capable fix-it type guy, but his first love is diesel engines. It’s his first language. So I wasn’t worried thinking that it was a problem he couldn’t fix, and sure enough he hopped right into action problem solving.

He couldn’t believe we were out of fuel because of the calculations he had done, but it sure seemed like we were out of fuel. It was a quiet entrance into the bay, all of us with tense looks, but all keeping our cool. Luckily there was just enough wind to put the jib out and carry us forward at a safe pace to keep away from the barges and freighters and tugs and other boats coming in and out of that aquatic highway.

Needless to say, it was not how we imagined our entrance to be. After doing the fastest fuel filter change known to man and I’m sure some other spells and incantations, Matt siphoned some diesel out of our wall heater and could drop some in the tank to sputter us into our anchorage. The wind had really picked up now and the bay was a beautiful place for sailing and there were many boats out there keeled over enjoying the breeze. That must have  been so nice for them. Me, on the other hand was trying to not lose my marbles and kept wondering “when do put the dinghy down and push ourselves into the anchorage?”.

Matt acted like a champ and go that boat running and got us into the bay without a single swear word being uttered: a true miracle. After further diagnosis, he found out that the fuel reader stick doesn’t reach the bottom of the tank and the fuel tank is a funny shape so it misread how much fuel was in there. 


We can laugh about it now, and say things like “well, we have a story now!”, but it was probably our most stressful experience so far. But truly, it was the best circumstances: the current was with us (almost slack tide), the wind was steady, there was enough visibility, no rain - all good things. It really could have been much, much worse.

After we dropped the hook in a great little bay just for sailboats, we tried to shake off the drama of our entrance. We could see the Ghirardelli chocolate factory right in front of us on shore, so we thought to go and enjoy a little bit of land. We promptly found an In and Out burger (Digory is all about expanding his culinary experiences and heard this is a quintessential American burger joint) and took in the sights of this busy place.

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Our First Offshore Passage

Once we had finished with Victoria, it was time to start truly heading south and bracing ourselves for crossing the border in the USA and truly begin this adventure. 

I don’t think I am alone in feeling minor/major anxiety about border crossings, and I just can’t shake the feeling that I am doing something wrong. But crossing the border by boat was giving Matt and I a bit of extra worries. What if we didn’t eat through all of our apples? Will they make us empty out our stores of food? Will they confiscate my dill pickle chips?!

Turns out we had nothing to worry about. After leaving Oak Bay marina (saying farewell to our fellow Pearson 424 friends who live there), we made the few hour journey to Port Angeles to officially enter the US. After a quick app download and scan of our documents while we were under way, we had a brief video call with a border agent and boom - we were granted access. We didn’t have to go to a booth or have anyone board the boat or anything. We were SO grateful. The first mountain was climbed!

Luckily, Pt Angeles had everything we needed, like groceries and fuel (yay for cheap American fuel!), we topped up our stores and prepared to hop to Neah Bay before making the big left turn south.

The weather was so calm and bright that on the morning we left, we decided, let’s just keep going - let’s not stop at Neah Bay and just do this passage! We were fine with weather being stagnant rather than too windy, and we opted for using the motor over the sails instead of waiting for more wind. This was our first passage after all, and we had nothing to prove.

The ocean swells started right as we were taking in Cape Flattery at golden hour and we were all loving it for a little while. But it didn’t take long for the ocean to show us what it’s really like. The open ocean is very different than our Salish sea and various straights we’d been through. It wasn’t rough so much as relentless and wide. We weren’t surprised but it took some getting used to.

We took it all in stride and all hunkered down for some watches. Matt and I seemed to work best with 2 hour watches,, and we weren’t comfortable with the kids doing overnight watches yet. Nor were they interested. Ha!

We did some pretty serious “mountain sailing”, as our friend called it, that first morning after night watch and it was really something to behold: waves so big they feel like they should swallow you up, but a boat is made to ride those waves dreamily and our boat sure did. She handled so well and we weren’t so much afraid, as in constant awe.

Luckily the weather calmed down and the further we got from shore, the more and more stretched out the swells became. We reached about 50 nautical miles offshore and that seemed to be manageable. We could even still get cell reception at times.

We all had some good moments and less than good moments, but overall, it was an unremarkable passage - and a total success. Some highlights were having a huge pod of dolphins off the bow of the boat (anyone who has experienced this knows how much it buoys the spirit - it’s as close as you can get to magic on earth), and then we reeled in our first tuna (albacore and delicious), we made pancakes one morning and the kids could have a movie night as it got dark. 

Some nights it was popcorn for dinner, some nights it was fend-for-yourself. There was a lot of crackers and Gravol consumed (mostly by me), but no one got sick and though we were tired, we all managed to sneak in rest when we could.

My biggest issue was being cold at night. I wore all of the layers I could and it still barely cut it. That was unexpected, but we managed. With the motor running often, we had unlimited hot water so a hot water bottle in the cockpit at night was a special treat.

After 4 days and 4 nights out on the ocean, with barely any land in sight, we finally tucked into Trinidad, California, in a mostly protected bay. We dropped the hook in the morning and Matt and I both slept blissfully until noon when we decided we should explore shore. We all felt the need to celebrate our accomplishments, and found the mostly delicious fries on shore and tried to fight the land-sickness. 

We are so proud of ourselves. I know it’s not the longest distance ever, but it was tough and it was a big deal but we made it in one piece with mostly good memories. This really tested us all, and we all learnt a lot throughout - and it turns out, we make a pretty good team.

Now we get to bop our way down the California cost (somewhat inhospitable to sailboats, btw) and aim to hit San Francisco. We look forward to meeting more cruisers heading in the same direction and hopefully feeling some California weather.

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Some grey days

We knew it would be coming, but it was still a bit of a shock when it happened. The weather is changing. We have gotten so used to high temperatures outdoors and in the water that it was quite the shock when the skies turned gray and the water went below 14°. 

We’ve been totally spoiled this summer, and we know it. Desolation Sound especially is known worldwide for its warm water temperature, and it did not disappoint. But it was still a bit of a shock when you realize you’re swimming in 14° water (especially after the 24 water in Desolation Sound). 

More than anything it was the gray clouds, that hit us the hardest. We’ve had some really boring days feeling trapped in the boat while the weather is cold and wet outside. I’m not gonna lie, we’ve had a few hard days due to weather. It’s then you realize we use the outdoor space on our boat, like the cockpit, as a secondary living space most of the time. There is usually enough space to feel like you have your own space, but when the weather is foul, you all just have to be in each other’s face. I think we would have similar struggles like this at home, but there are certainly fewer escapes when we’re all stuck in the same space. This is not a surprise, but it was a little tough. 

Luckily, we were still able to do some exploring even despite the bad weather. We able to give the kids spaces. a really good clean and tidy, and it gives them a real sense of pride to have their own space and make their own. Those really dreary days, we would keep ourselves busy by dreaming up spectacular dinner ideas, like chilli dogs, using up yesterday‘s chilli and decorating hotdogs like professionals. It was also some of those days that we got closer to salt Spring Island, which was a pleasant surprise. Piper and I had a really nice morning exploring Ganges Harbor, taking in all the little shops and artists while Matt stayed on the boat with Digory fixing things.

Another nice stopover was Port Browning on Pender Island, where we could get in a nice walk and take in some sites before the sprinkle started happening again. We all loved checking out boat passage on Saturna Island, having it be one of Matt’s childhood memories. It’s always a worthwhile visit if you’re ever in the area. 

We were lucky to be able to connect with Matt‘s oldest sister and family and found a spot where we could all meet up and catch up. For our kids to be able to see their big cousins was a real treat for a couple of days. Again, we had some lousy weather, but it’s always fun to squeeze an absurd amount of people on a small little boat for dinner, The sun was out the next day and we all enjoyed the beach and a nice walk.

Then it was on to visiting Matt’s next oldest sister was able to meet us near Victoria with her husband and we took in a busy city day together with lots of good food and really interesting things to see. We always enjoy Victoria with its mix of history and harbour sites. 

It’s now that we’re starting to truly plan to head south and begin looking at timing to make the “big left turn”. We are aiming to be in the States in the next week or so, but that all depends on the weather. I think once we are in the US it’ll start to feel real that we’re actually going on a big adventure. So far this has felt like a really lovely extended summer holiday, but it’s nothing so far out of reach that we couldn’t do it over again another year. Once we cross that American border, we will be in new territory, and on a proper international adventure. We all really hoping for a smooth transition to full-time travelling again, because lately it’s been full-time island hopping or visiting family or friends and I think we’re all itching for the adventure to begin. I know we might regret these and easy day adventures, but it’s time to really get going.

The kids have also dipped their toes into online school as well. I think there is a lot for us to learn over, as it has been a long time since we’ve been a homeschooling family. Piper especially has quite the learning curve to do all of her courses online, but she’s tackled it quite responsibly and is keen to give it a try. Both kids are missing their friends now that it’s September and they’re hearing about the first few days at school, which sorta cements the idea that we’re not gonna be here this year. Both kids have really good core groups of friends and I’m sad that they’ll miss them for a year especially for Digory as this is his first year of high school. I’m so proud of the kids for being up for trying something new, even though it’s tough.

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Family catch up and into the Gulf islands

What a treat it was to catch up with family - we’ve been able to see both of my sisters and their families and have some really nice adventures along the way. Travelling by boat is definitely different than visiting by land, so some things were just trickier - like someone had to drive us back to the boat every night (which we were really grateful for), and we couldn’t bring to shore just anything (it always has to go in the dinghy first and be carted to wherever we are being picked up), and you have to pack up for the day, assuming you won’t be making it back to the boat for that one thing you forgot. 

Tricky, but not impossible. 

It was great to see our families summer hang out spots and see some of what they are up to. We do find that every time we engage with “shore life”, we have to recalibrate somewhat once we are back on our own on the boat. It’s just a bit of a shift and we notice we lose our rhythm a bit, but it’s always worth it to connect. 

So after a really good catch up and stock up, we were back to exploring on our own. After Nanaimo, we were well and truly into the Gulf Islands, which Matt grew up visiting as a kid, and I have minimal memories of a select few spots. But the world was our oyster and we could choose our own adventure! Of course, the weather all comes into play, so we had to choose our path depending on the forecast, but it was just up to us. 

We all loved a stop at Sandy Island on Denman (or Tree Island, as it is called locally), where we could walk on the spit that is completely covered at high tide. Tribune Bay was also a highlight, with its perfect white beaches and beautiful hikes on the bluffs. Matt loved showing us all Newcastle island and the old quarry that used to be there. 

It’s been really great to get out and go by foot, sometimes walking over 10kms to see what every island has to offer. I know there will be times when we won’t have places to walk to, or stuck on the boat, so when there is an opportunity, it’s lovely to just get out there and walk. Our kids have never been the biggest fans of hiking, but once We all loved a stop at Sandy Island on Denman (or Tree Island, as it is called locally), where we could walk on the spit that is completely covered at high tide. Tribune Bay was also a highlight, with its perfect white beaches and beautiful hikes on the bluffs. Matt loved showing us all Newcastle island and the old quarry that used to be there.  we are on the path, they get into a groove and just go with it. We’re grateful that they are happy chatting with each other as we trundle along.

We’re inching closer and closer to when we’ll be departing the country, and we have a bit of housekeeping to sort out before then, like a phone plan that can carry us through long term and finding out how and where to best check into the US. It’s still fun to imagine rounding the southern tip of Vancouver island, but I know we have some daunting days coming up, too! 

While we’ve been in open and calm waters, we’ve been able to practice a few man-overboard drills as a family, and this gives us all a better idea of protocols if something like that should happen. I am definitely not as confident a sailor as Matt, so I know if he were to go overboard, we’d have to get him back in the boat as soon and as safely as humanly possible. That is what we are practicing for - if Matt falls off the boat. 

I was delightfully surprised how keen and capable the kids were at helping out. They are so much bigger than last time, they can hoist and furl and winch all the lines if needed, and work together. It was actually really comforting to be able to tackle a practice like that with cool heads, so that we at least have a starting point if we actually have an emergency on our hands. We have redundancies on top of redundancies in case of emergencies, but it was good to just practice and see how things went. 

We continue to be pleased with our boat, as she handles the wind and the waves. We’ve seen some big waves crash over the bow and she just cuts right through them like a dream. We’ve also had a good gusty night in an anchorage and the anchor held firm and we all felt really safe as we danced around the anchorage around other (somewhat questionable) boats. It is such a comfort to feel safe!

The water maker has been a life-saver, too. Matt has a good routine, and is teaching Digory how to turn it off and on and check salinity etc. Wow, it is such a gift to have fresh water whenever we need it. The solar has been really helping with that, too. Matt is so glad he spent all that time and energy building the solar arch and getting new batteries to make this as easy as possible. This boat is a little more systems-heavy than last time, but so much more comfortable, too. Coffee every morning at the flick of a switch, laundry getting washed in a machine every other day, and the ability to do most of our cooking for “free” on the electric element is dreamy. We feel like we are spoiled! 

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Back to civilization

Entering into yet another season of cruising here, we’ve finally hit civilization again, with stores and traffic and sidewalks. Ha! What a concept. 

We’ve really enjoyed our time in the wilds of Desolation Sound, despite having really patchy internet. There is such beauty out there, just around the corner from home and we only started to see the highlights. But we enjoyed every second of it. We also enjoyed getting reception back and asking Google questions and getting new photos of our cat and checking in on family. We know there will be more seasons like this, when connection is weak and we’re on our own, but it always comes back.

A highlight was tucking into Drew Bay on Quadra island, nestled next to Rebecca Spit. It’s a busy anchorage but a really great spot to explore Heriot Bay. It felt great to get out and walk the trails and then head into “town” for the grocery store and a super delish family dinner out for ribs and brisket. We spoiled ourselves with that dinner - but it is highly unlikely we will ever attempt to make ribs on the boat.

We try to stay away from sitting down at a restaurant as it has recently become prohibitively expensive, so we always want to make it count. Our best hack to make everyone happy is to have a “grocery store happy hour”, where everyone gets to pick out either an ice cream from the store or a cold drink (cold drinks have been winning lately, after some very dodgy melted-and-refrozen ice creams in Squirrel Cove) and then we pick out a bag of chips that we’ve never tried before. We take our treats (usually totalling around $15 - the price of one cocktail at a sit-down restaurant) to the nearest beach or park and enjoy the spoils of our labour. It’s not super classy, but it’s something we all enjoy and it still feels special. 

The kids continue to do well, together and on their own. These two have always been buddies, deep down, but all of this time together really is gonna test their friendship. Digory is in prime Annoying Little Brother stage, while Piper is reigning supreme in the Eye-roll Teenager stage, so it has potential to be a pretty lethal mix. But they are working it out. We’re learning that a lot of this parenting business, especially as they get into their teen years is to let them solve their own problems and don’t get involved. They will always come to us when it’s gets to a level they can’t solve, but when we get involved, it usually makes things worse. 

We’ve been so grateful for the little quarter-berth we made for Piper and the curtains we have up for both of them. It’s not much, but it’s working!

After Quadra we made our way towards Campbell River for some nice grocery shopping and tourists sites, and then after a reeeeally rough trek south towards Comox (8 hours with the wind and WAVES on the nose). We are now in a spot that we can visit family and catch up and cousins can play and we can get a few more stock-up items at Costco before we head further south. 

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Figuring out the day to day

Somehow we are already two weeks into our adventure and the time has been going slowly and quickly all at once. After having some friends visit us, our hearts were full, feeling the support and enthusiasm people have for us. It is still hard to turn away and leave, but we know we’ll be back with a new energy for life at home. 

The transition to life on the boat full-time has been slow and somewhat strange. It still feels like a holiday and that we should be turning around soon and plugging back into real life. I don’t think I feel like we’re actually “gone” yet. I haven’t quite shaken off the school and work routine yet and sunken into full-time travel mode. It’s a strange place to be in, sort of a foot on two sides of a bridge. Matt has been out of the work scene for a little longer than me, as he quit taking on new work in April, to prep the boat for this trip (it was a more-than-full-time job, but not for “the man”). All this to say that things are good, but this still doesn’t feel like real life. The boat quickly felt like home, but the transition of pace is just weird. 

We have a bit of a routine, day-to-day, and we are still working on it. We’ve let the kids feel the summer-vacation vibe and not impose any school work or stuff like that. Just some chores and trying to find the right balance of tech time before their eyeballs pop out of their heads. Most days start with some kind of breakfast, which Digory is usually in charge of washing up. Then we might get underway, and Matt will get the watermaker started (to run for an hour or two or three), I might run a load of laundry and usually try and get some dough going for bread later in the day. Kids can usually veg for a bit, or do other chores like vacuuming, making beds, sweeping out the cockpit etc. It’s just like life at home, but your home just moves and you have a different view most days. I know once “school” starts, we might have a bit more of a strict routine, with more work to get done, but we can roll like this for a while still.

We’ve been enjoying Desolation Sound, and all the little bays it offers as diverse anchorages. We’ve been spoiled with good weather and glassy calm overnights at anchor, but it’s a really nice way to start. We had a few good catch up days in Roscoe Bay, where Matt got some jobs done, and we all could swim in the refreshing lake nearby (highlight was paddling through the anchorage with four of us on the paddle board, trying to keep it above water. We were a sight to behold). Then on to Refuge Cove for a wee bit of civilization (and more coffee cream!) and a really nice spot to stand on solid ground. 

After we explored Teakerne arm and the beautiful waterfall there, and a lovely hike up and over the falls to a stunning and oh-so-refreshing lake. The water temperature has been above 24 degrees. I am not sure we’ll see that again until Mexico and the magic was not lost on us. We have been in and out of the water most days. 

The rain and cooler weather didn’t come until after we all had a great little visit with some friends from town, with a son and daughter that line up with our kids, and they rafted up for the night in Tenedos bay for the last hot day in Unwin lake. 

As usual, a change in weather brings on a change in everyone’s mood, but it was a needed change. We dug out a sweater each and found some socks and remembered how to close the hatches at night, but the rain washes away the salty build up and truly refreshes things. It’s been a nice change (except the water is only 17 degrees now!), and we’re ready to cool down a little (but I really hope that wasn’t it for summer weather!).After leaving Walsh Cove for Frances Bay (how neat is that!), we are charting our own course towards Vancouver island, just slow and meandering with no big goals in mind, just playing it safe and easy.

Worth it.

Casting off from Powell River was less emotional than I anticipated- we were ready. We had slept two nights at the dock already and it felt like it was time to go. The weather was calm and it was finally feeling like summer.

A nice group of friends saw us off at the dock and we all waved frantically in our matching shirts, and we were away! 

We had all been feeling a lot of stress leading up to take off, a lot of long days and lists top check off. But we also all knew that as soon as we rounded the entrance of the marina and stored those bumpers away, with some wind in our hair, we’d feel relief knowing it was all worth it.

And that’s exactly how it felt. 


We were so grateful to have a nice sendoff and to wave goodbye to friends and family, but we were setting off to a season of discovery and digging down deep into what family meant to us.


The next few days were us finding a bit of a rhythm and ironing out a few systems. I had to keep reminding myself to ooze grace and patience: this is a lot of change all at once. As much as we’ve prepared for this, it’s still an adjustment - and can’t you just move out of the WAY SO I CAN GET MY COFFEE?!

A few deep breaths, and a few apologies, and we iron out another system. 

We are exploring near us, on Cortes Island where there is an abundance to see and do, and every little bay is somewhat different and has something new to offer. Digory has a goal to catch a fish every day, and so far is doing really well with that! And Piper is incorporating what she sees into her art - and it’s really amazing. 

I am sure other parents can relate, but every summer it takes a few days/weeks for the kids to “wash school out of the hair”, and we have been able to see that happen in real time, spending it all together. I can see the attitude and anxiety wash away as the kids carve out their own space and hobbies, and even dive into spending time together. To see them both pop on their snorkelling masks and bob up and down exploring what is around the boat warms my heart and brings back so many good memories of our season in the Caribbean. They are the same kids, just older and taller. 

After Matt and I had taken off for a solo paddle board around Shark Spit (Cortes Is), taking in the change of tide over the shallow spit, we arrived back to the boat to both kids having taken a rinse off the back, fresh clothes on and full of stories - 

“We saw a SEAHORSE! A seahorse, right under the boat - we thought it was a piece of grass, but then we saw its little face and it was a seahorse!” They were both bouncing with the joy of the discovery. (It turned out to be a pipe fish, but it’s in the seahorse family - and they spotted it all on their own. Thanks for the great book for identifying sea life, blue-boat-Josh!)

It’s these moments, that Matt and I look at each other and saw “yeah, it was worth it”.

Saving up for five years towards this goal, saying “no” to certain extravagances, using our same old cars, living in a small house, budgeting and learning new habits - it was worth it. I know my attitude might change about this, and I’ll cry to go home, but this has been a dream for a long time, and we’re finally doing it and we’ll take the good with the bad.

When I sit on the swim-grid off the back of our boat and dangle my feet in the water after a nice ocean swim, with the sun on my face and salt in my hair, I know all of our hard work and planning was worth it.

We continue on our journey in Desolation Sound Marine park, slowly making our way towards Vancouver Island (path TBD). We have already had friends visit and we were able to buddy-boat for a while, and that also just felt right. We hope to be seeing family on the island early August and then making our way south towards Victoria around Labour Day, and then to leave Canada (gulp) early September. 

Thanks for staying tuned in - and we will do our best to keep things updated! We hope everyone is enjoying this deliciously warm summer weather!

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Some fresh salon cushions!

Salon gets a treatment

For reasons unknown, the living room inside a boat is called a "salon" - very old timey and boat-y apparently, but we still just call it "the couch" - for reasons of simplicity. 

Our couch cushions were due for a tune-up, a trip to the salon, as it were. We love how big and long they are and a nice number of people can sit on them, and they would make a great middle-of-the-boat bed as well. We weren't going to change the shape at all, just a refresh of foam and new fabric. It's a bit of an endeavour to track these items down, for a reasonable price and that look and feel nice. I mean, the internet is great and everything, but there are quite a few options to choose from, and not all of them are great.

We found our fabric from a Canadian company (yay!), for a great price after receiving a few well-priced samples. And then the foam we sourced from the Foam Shop on the island (which a friend graciously picked up for us - yay friends!).

Turns out, that was sorta the easy part. Then it was a million YouTube videos on how to sew a box cushion - the right way, the wrong way, the easy way, the detailed way, the french way...?

Luckily, Matt was really eager to give it a go, and learn how to use the zipper foot on our sewing machine. A few hiccups along the way and before we knew it, we had a few nice big cushions sewn up for the bottom of the couch and a some cushion backs stapled on the existing backs (that the kids had helped strip, sand and paint earlier).
We really did follow what was already there, and it worked really well. Piper was able to sew all the edges of the back cushions, which was a huge help and then Matt and I wiggled and jiggled the big couch cushions in for the bottom. I'm glad we wrapped some extra batting around them, as it really smooths the edges down and looks a little less like a block of foam. These certainly aren't perfect, but a really nice and bright upgrade for the interior of the boat. We'll bring in some throw cushions and really make it feel homey, but for now, this has been a really empowering upgrade that will make living on the boat extra comfy - and classy!


Sails off for the winter

"It'll be so much easier if I have help," Matt mentioned before he was about to leave the house on one of the few semi-warm days in October. 

I was not feeling well, after a busy weekend of socializing, and the kids were happy to lounge in the sun and read the rest of Sunday away. Matt didn't beg or even use his puppy-dog eyes, but it felt like the right thing to do. Some fresh air, a change of scene, something to change up the day.

Somehow, what started out as a solo mission suddenly became a whole family affair as Matt had somehow rangeld the kids to come along to the marina as well.

 

Once we were all down at the boat, it wasn't that big a project to take off the sails for the season. We had been waiting for a window of time where it wasn't too cold or windy out, and this seemed like it might be one of the last. Luckily Digory and Matt had got one last sailing adventure that weekend, and declared it was getting way to cold to keep sailing - and Matt was getting antsy to get going on some pretty big projects.

With the kids operating load after load of marina wheelbarrows up to the truck, we all plugged away hauling sails down and folding and hefting again, back and forth and back again. It was a great afternoon for it, though it was a little sad to see the boat without any sails on her anymore. Though, we were happy to see that the sails all seem to be in good shape with no major issues so far. They were all due for a clean and a nice dry place to stay over winter.

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Adventure of a Lifetime

On October 29, it will be two full years since we left "home" and started on our "adventure of a lifetime". 

It feels funny typing this somehow, because "home" has been entirely redesigned for us and "adventure of a lifetime" has also become our new normal. It's an amazing thing to have these experiences, and I know they seem wild and crazy to some, but for us, now, it is just our way. We already have three or four different ideas brewing for our next "adventure of a lifetime" - and obviously, how to pull them off.

As big a jump as it is to leave everything you know and step off into a "trip of a lifetime", I don't think it should be "THE trip of your lifetime". It's just one of many trips.

In these past two years, we've seen more places and done more things than I could have ever dreamed up in any of my crazy post-chocolate-for-dinner dreams. When people ask "what was your favourite part of your trip?", I literally scroll through a year of incredible memories and try to pick one distinct place that stands out above them all... it's not an easy task. As I reminisce about any of our adventures, I can fall in love with so many parts of our journey, all over again. It's hardly fair to pick a favourite! 

 

I was asked recently by Sunday Afternoon Hats Canada what my favourite place was, and in the spirit of keeping a questionnaire brief, I said "Scotland". I had the most heart-feels there, for some reason, the most warm-fuzzies (though, it was not so warm there, but there was lots of fuzzy things around!). It will always hold a special place in my heart, as the land of my ancestors, even though both sides of my family are pretty thoroughly Canadian by now that tracing back the history is getting harder and harder. 

 

I dare anyone to visit Scotland and not fall in love - with the scenery, the people, the highland cows :)

 

Even though our year of travel went so much differently than we ever planned, it was perfect in its messiness. We learned so much, packing up our life and stepping out the door into the unknown. It was the craziest thing we've ever done, and there were moments that I would rather forget - but they are outweighed by unforgettable friends and adventures that make it all worth it. 

 

Now we're settled into our new adventure, renovating a small house, top to bottom. We constantly have the ocean in view, our little dreams bubbling and growing as we stare off into the water and wonder where our next "trip of a lifetime" will take us.

For now, enjoy my favourite photos from my "favourite" country, Scotland. 

Our First Summer

We've been told by many, that it is the summer when Powell River truly shines - and this summer did not disappoint! Though I would say we've had a very chill summer at home, we have had some really lovely moments exploring our new town and getting used to daily life here. 

Honestly, we've spent this summer renovating the house (check our Instagram for way more details). We knew we would and that is what we've done. Matt has taken any spare moment to get things done on our little old house and things are slowly coming together (though we've had some dark moments when we were pretty sure we'd bitten off more than we could chew. Nah - we still feel that way. But the chewing is becoming bearable). 

After spending two months in the campground, living beside the house now, in our trailer, isn't so bad. We have full hook up and are really rather comfortable. We have a washing machine still plugged in inside the house but otherwise, we have everything we need in the trailer. The kids jump on the trampoline, we can garden and go for walks and manage little projects as they come. It could be so much worse. 

The weather has been mostly on our side. I  mean, the heat has been pretty rough, but it's better than constant rain, and that is what is coming for the fall, so we're happy to get done whatever we can while the sun is out.

I feel like I need to properly address the house reno and what Matt is pouring into it. Literal blood, sweat and tears - almost every day. I mean, I knew this guy was handy (one of the reasons I married him!), but he has completely out-done himself this time. He is a literal fount of knowledge in regards to all this reno stuff - and he's not a contractor. He's also not a hack, so if he isn't 100% sure, he asks a pro in the field until he gets the answer. And somehow he just knows the rest. It's mostly his dad we have to thank for that - he is the original source of his fount of knowledge. He was able to come up for a few days and install the new windows, and he'll come back soon to help with the exterior finishing. Matt can do a lot on his own, but he sure loves having help. His brother came for a weekend, and some friends who have visited have helped along the way, and also his sisters family were a huge help this last weekend, doing odd little jobs that would take us a whole weekend, but they could manage in a few hours. Wow. 

I can't tell you how many times I've wished there was such thing as a fairy-god-contractor, but friends and family who help you out is pretty dang close.

When we aren't pounding nails, we've been digging holes in the yard, or filling holes - classy work like that. We've planted a garden and some apple trees (which the deer find quite delicious) and learnt a lot about how things grow in this climate (hint: amazing).

Also, we've made it out to Mowat Bay a number of times, and lots of beaches in and out of town. We've shared many a drink with friends old and new and met nearly all of our neighbours. We went for a quick sail on a friends boat, we went to Logger Sports and watched the fireworks for Blackberry Fest (from our deck!). We picked blueberries and ate them all within a few days (not much freezer space in here!).

We're really getting a feel for this town and we're loving it so far. We're not going away any time soon. Sorry Powell River folks - you're stuck with us.

Some other big milestones in our family was two babies being born, which is quite the thing to celebrate. First was my brother and his wife had their second baby (a girl!) and five days later my sister and her husband had their first (a boy!). It was a busy few weeks, but so full of good news and happy babies and mamas. It takes holding a newborn again to appreciate how quickly your kids really do grow up. 


Matt and I also celebrated our 13th wedding anniversary. It involved us sneaking away for some happy hour drinks and a shared dinner of ribs. After 13 years, I've gotten over gift-giving from my hubby - quality time is all I want, and if it happens to come along with good food, even better! It was nice to recalibrate and remember why we are doing all of this, why we've done all of this - we love each other and want to keep building a life together. We like leaving room for adventure but also comfort and security and any bumps along the way. Man, this isn't easy (marriage, life, reno, moving etc), but we really do feel this has been SO worth it for us. We have no regrets. We can laugh about our mistakes and misadventures and we do our best to plan what we can, but in the end, we're always on the same team with the same goal. And that is a good feeling.



Small Town Life

The Best and the Worst of Moving to a New Town

I grew up in Prince George, what I was told was a "small northern town" in our province on British Columbia. It's population hovers around 80,000. It has a few malls, many parks, a ski hill, multiple bridges and stoplights. It has a Costco, people. PG isn't a small town, like I was told.

 

Nearly six months ago, we moved to Powell River, BC, on the Sunshine Coast. It's a really lovely little town of 13,000 people, while the district surrounding it (including Lund, Texada Island etc) brings it up for around 20,000. I know it's not the smallest town (or district), but much smaller than I am used to. There are five traffic lights in town. That's it. I love it for so many reasons, but for some reason, the fact that I can count it's city traffic lights on my one hand is extra special. 

 

It's the little things that count, right? And Powell River is a little place to be, but it packs a pretty awesome punch. So far, here are our favourite aspects of being here:

 

  • Driving time is low. All of our frequent stops are 2-4 minutes drives. We sometimes grumble when people say they are "south of town" because we have to drive for 12 whole minutes to get there. Crazy, right? Matt just texted me to meet him at the plumbing store, and I texted back "be there in 3 minutes". And I was there in 3 minutes. What. The. Heck. Not to mention, we rarely drive faster than 60km/h as well. Needless to say, in our little car, a tank of gas lasts us an entire month. Not bad.
  • The view: from nearly everywhere in town, the view is amazing. Our storage unit had an especially good view for a huge warehouse with peoples junk. The ocean is almost always in sight, and if it's not the ocean, its a craggy mountain, or a lake or a winding forest path with hundred year old trees that reach for the sky. There are times when we're driving to the store and I'm just shouting in the car "just look at that VIEW!". We've been told by people who have lived here for much longer that you never do get sick of it. Amazing. 
  • Community culture: no joke, there is something happening nearly every weekend. Big things, like world class musical festivals that call people from all over the planet, or logger sports, bike races, or a choir festival that knocks your socks off. The city rallies behind these big events, hanging posters in there shop windows and everyone seems to be a part of the fun. And there is often a free component to these big events held in the park for everyone to enjoy.
  • Parking is a thing of the past: I remember asking someone if you had to pay for parking at the hospital, and they giggled at me saying "you don't pay for parking anywhere". Wow. I think there is a lot of accessibility to places, so lots of folks walk (we try to, for every big gathering at the park) or cycle, but there is honestly decent parking in around where you need to be. The hustle and the bustle is somewhat non-existent. People don't feel rushed, they are just going about their day, it doesn't feel like a race.

Of course, there is always the other side. There is always a downside, and though I would say we are still somewhat in a honeymoon-phase of moving here, there have been some distinct cons of living in a smaller community. The biggest/most noticeable have been:

 

  • Rainy weather spots to play. It's glorious and sunny these days, but come the fall and winter, the kids don't have many options to play indoors other than at home and the library. I'm not sure what I am dreaming of, but something like a rock climbing wall, or an indoor gym area for kids to wiggle and get their sillies out during those rainy days. The mall really doesn't get many folks excited (side note: you don't move to Powell River for the shopping), and its a pretty quick walk.
  • Groceries: they seem more expensive and every so often a ferry gets delayed by weather and then that one store is entirely out of milk (or God forbid, my cream-o!). Again, it's rare, but its a possibility. Also, there aren't the big stores that have the super deals like Costco or Superstore, so you just get what you get from Save-on, Wal-Mart, Safeway, Quality Foods and some other smaller, locally owned grocers. I have no complaints on the quality of produce that comes in (we ate such terrible produce in the Caribbean, this all seems glorious over here!), but for the best deal sometimes you have to shop around, which I suppose, is sound logic no matter where you live.
  • Getting out of here: there is always a ferry if you want to leave with your car, though there are flight options now, though only to Vancouver. We personally don't get out of town much (who would want to leave?!), but it is one more thing to plan for. Even, as we dream of future trips, say, the price to fly out of the Vancouver airport might be cheap, but we have to account for extra time (off work?) to get there with the ferries or a fight. So that cheap flight out of YVR just got more expensive. But that is all part of being at the end of the highway. We can deal. We like the one ferry over to Comox, on Vancouver island. We can visit our family over there and stock up at Home Depot or Costco if we really need to. 
  • Theatre is cute but we get the leftover movies: once all of the world has watched the top movies of the year, they eventually get sent over our way and we sometimes get them in our one screen theatre. It's a magical little piece of history, but don't ever expect to see the new Avengers movie on opening weekend. It still hasn't come our way, but I am hoping I'll catch it when it does eventually get over here.

In reality, none of these things irk me enough to pack up and go. This is a really decent place to survive. I really thought I would be needing big things from places like Costco or even London Drugs, but you find that you just don't. All the things you think you needed, you just don't.

It's a nice feeling. Life is really simple here. Our stress level has been pretty low. Matt has had some steep learning curve days with his new job, but he's come out of it on top. We've met so many people who have done something similar to us, years ago, leaving the big city (or lots of people from all over the world: Holland, South Africa, Britain) for a quieter life close to nature. We aren't the only crazy ones! We all just congregate here.

 

I'm not going to lie, though. There are days when I really miss my people. Like, really miss them. I am slowly making friends here, I really am. But it's slow. And now it's summer and everyones schedule is off and different. And gosh, making friends takes work. My introverted self tells me they should be calling me, but I know deep down that making new friends just takes work. But I know it will come, but I miss all my family and my friends some days. So many of them are having babies this month and next and I just break up inside feeling really far away these days, missing these big life moments. I know my people don't hold it against me, for leaving permanently, but I still sometimes feel a little miserable for disappearing. 

In short, it's not all roses and rainbows, but it's still pretty awesome. We wouldn't trade this life for anything, truly. I know as the years go by, we will fit in more and more and this will feel more like our home and all the nervous feelings of "fitting in" will fall away. 

There are so many reasons to look at moving to a smaller town. We aren't the first to have done it, and we won't be the last.

 

Have you ever considered seeking out a small town to live in? Would you ever? These adjustment periods are a little tough, but I feel very confident that the best is on it's way.

Starting Over

A New Town, a New Life.

A quick recap if you haven't been following along on Facebook or Instagram:

  • Matt got a great job in Powell River with Tempco, an HVAC (heating and cooling) company here in town, where his past experience is value added, but he also learns an entirely new trade!
  • We decided to move, and packed up our things, bought and moved into a 5th wheel trailer and took off to the Sunshine coast!
  • We arrived on Valentine's Day, dropped the 5th wheel in the beach campground and began our new life in Powell River!

Looking back, I realize that the last time I really moved away (like away away), was when I was 18, and was leaving home to work as a nanny in Florida. For Matt, besides our travelling year, he has never properly moved away (#surreyboyforever). Moving is a big deal for us. I know lots of people move every couple of years and have become really good at it, but it's not our favourite thing to do. Not to say we haven't moved at all: we've moved plenty in our time together, and then finally, packing up our entire life to travel for a year was our biggest move yet. 

But moving away feels different. 

 

Now that we are here, in Powell River, some people have asked "so, do you have family in town? Do you know anyone?" and we reply with somewhat glazed expressions, "umm, no. Not at all". It's a strange place to be. 

Honestly, it is easier since we've been travelling. We're used to not knowing anyone, or anything about a place, and just exploring at our own pace. This certainly would have been more difficult had we just left Surrey and plopped right into a new town. Travelling the world really has helped us be an adaptable family.

So here we are! All the way moved to a new city, Powell River, up on the sunshine coast of BC. It's a small little place, with about 20,000 people in the district (including Lund, Texada etc), but only 13,000 in Powell River city itself. It's just the right size. They have enough of everything to meet all your needs, but not really anything in excess. 

Basically, you don't come to Powell River for the shopping ;) You come for the views, the outdoor activities and the pace of life.  Those are all reasons we chose to come here. 

When friends from home ask how we are doing, I can honestly reply that we are doing well! Life is really simple here, and it's amazing. The biggest thing we noticed right away was the little amount of time we spend in the car. Everything is so close, we are rarely in the car for longer than 10 minutes. The poor car barely has a chance to warm up! We've filled up once since being here, and still, we are only down 2 bars of fuel on the gauge. It'll probably last another 3 weeks. Crazy.

We've signed the kids up for gymnastics, and they love it. We love it because it's 5 minutes away and it's half the price of the same thing back home. There is a group for everything and the community is out there helping each other every day. We put out an "add" on a local Facebook group, saying we are looking for housing, and not only did lots of friendly faces send us welcoming greetings, but a few recognized us on the street and helped us out. 

I know there will at some point be a drawback of living in a small town, but right now, it's all positive for us! This feels like how living in community should be. Life doesn't need to be so serious and complicated and dictated by copious amounts of commuting and scheduling. Right now, our life is pretty uncomplicated, and we like it that way.

 

So, to answer your top questions:

  • how are you settling in?: Very well, thank you. We are finding the grocery stores, the library, the recycle depot and the biking trails. None of it is very far, and everyone always has a recommendation for us :)
  • how does Matt like his new job?: So far, so good! He has a great team to work with, all with great attitudes and a good work ethic. His work load changes every day, so there is lots of variety, which he enjoys. He sees lots of good things to come in the future.
  • what about the kids?: They are doing pretty good. Sometimes, they are a little sad to have left their friends and family, but there are kids out here all the time and they make friends fast. They have found a few buddies and have had some play dates. It'll take time, but they are starting to see all the resources for kids in this town (bike park, music groups, kids play areas in restaurants). People like kids in Powell River. It's refreshing.
  • how is house hunting going?: really well actually! The real estate market is pretty bleak right now, but we've been asking around if anyone would sell privately and that got us into 5 different homes that we would have never seen otherwise. One, at the moment, is showing a lot pf promise. I don't want to share too much, just in case it doesn't pan out. The market here has changed rather quickly and is mirroring the lower mainland market, with the speed at which homes sell (luckily not the prices, but they are creeping up fast!), so we have to be aggressive - not really our  nature, but this mama doesn't want to live in a 5th wheel forever!
  • when can we visit?: soon, friends! It is warming up here and it is apparently gorgeous in the summer! We are at the campground right now, and I can imagine this being an awesome little retreat in the summer. It is unlikely that we will have a home ready for guests in the near future, so if you're coming this way, bring your tent/trailer! It'll be worth it.

So for now, we are just jumping into everything this community has to offer. That means looking for social occasions and actually going, even if I don't really want to. It's fun to meet all the quirky and fun people who live here - because we're gonna be  them soon enough. 

We haven't regretted this change, if anything, we wish we'd done it sooner. Every time that sun sets into the ocean and paints to sky with the most beautiful colours, we feel like we've made the best decision for our family. This feels a little like a perfect compilation of everything this last year has been to us: an adventure near the water, while exploring new places filled with amazing people. 

Shouldn't life always be like this?

 

(also, we've lived here for exactly 1 month today!)

In Limbo

Waiting For Something

I know in a few months I will have a chat with my past-self and say "why were you so stressed out in December? Why didn't you just enjoy that time off?"... but for now, my present self is having a hard time relaxing as we float a little longer with no job or home. I know this won't last much longer, and I know that there are some really great opportunities around the corner, but waiting is the worst.

 

It's slightly ironic that all of this waiting has happened around Christmas. I mean, all of Christmas is surrounded by waiting, waiting and more waiting. It's all about being patient, believing and trusting that it will all be wonderful. So, we are waiting some more, while Matt sends out more and more resumes and we hunt for the best place to put down roots.

 

I was challenged not long ago by a friend's blog post that encouraged me to not make any New Years Resolutions, but to choose one word to hold fast to throughout the year. The premise, or at least as I understood it, was to set a simple yet powerful word, a single word, to set the rhythm of your year. I can't explain why, but this struck a cord with me and I really had to think about it and make sure I did it right. I took my time and made a list. I'll be honest and share me list with you all.

  • brave
  • endure
  • trust
  • dive
  • leap
  • explore
  • roots
  • commit
  • plant
  • create
  • delve

I settled on the word TRUST. As brave as I want to be, as much as I want to explore and dive deep into a new adventure (whatever it might look like), I know at the heart of it, I need to just trust and let go of all my worries and "what-if's". Stress won't help, worry won't move us forward. I know there is a perfect plan set out for us, and we are working towards it. Things are still a little fuzzy and unclear, but every day we are getting a little closer to a plan we can get excited about.

So into this new year we fly! 

We are looking at homes and jobs in Nanaimo, Powell River and any places in between (well almost, but Pender Harbour was really too small). Prince George is always on the list, too, as is the Okanagan.  Matt is a pretty versatile guy with a varied skillset, so I am sure something will materialize soon. (I mean, he has had some really great job offers, but none have been the right choice just yet. Yes, we are being a little picky, but we still have a little time to be so.)

AND people will be getting back from holidays this week and next so we can finally start hearing back from possible employers. We are still living in my mom's place, but we really don't want to overstay our welcome here. We are trying to find something temporary for the near future.

 

I shall remind my future-self  that looking for a place to live and work right around Christmas is not ideal... it's nearly impossible. So, we are being patient, and trusting that just the right opportunity will come at the right moment.

For now, we are embracing this slow time in our lives (it might never happen again!) and doing our best to trust this process and know that soon things will solidify. 

So in the mean time, we bake cookies, we read books and spend some really great quality time together.

 

Happy New Year!

Reflections

Deciding our Fate?

I am not even going to apologize for not posting more often. It just wasn't in the cards, people, but I'm here now.

 

It's been an emotional kind of week, with lots of highs and a couple of lows. We have been home for about 10 days now and I would say we are "back to normal" (don't even get me started on what the heck "normal" is). We are staying at my mom's place, in Langley, BC, and we are able to stretch out and slowly collect our thoughts and our things and try to plan out some next steps for our life.

 

Being that it is December, we are not expecting much. Everyone is in holiday-mode and nothing quite feels normal in December. I don't hold it against anyone ;)

Still, Matt has pursued a couple of job interviews and opportunities. We have the mentality of "pursue every avenue!" so we haven't said no to anything. After an interview, we really weigh the pro's and con's of what that life might look like and we make a decision together to move forward. So far, nothing has seemed the right fit. It's this funny place to be: this next interview could determine our fate. No pressure or anything. I have such confidence in Matt's skills and abilities, I'm not truly worried there won't be work for him, but it's hard to let those fears go. 

These last 13 months have been a series of ups and downs. This isn't a surprise to us, but it is wearing on a us a little. We are all craving some roots, to set them deep and to relish the experience of staying still for a while. We've known this day would come where life would finally catch up with us, but when it finally hits you in the face, well, it's still considered a punch.

For us, it's felt strange how NOT strange it has felt to be back home. Things are as we left them, mostly, and it (mostly) feels good. But as these days wear on, and reality creeps closer and closer. Matt and I are giving each other side-glances with raised eyebrows, words without words, saying "maybe we really have changed?". Our priorities have shifted dramatically this past year and so have our dreams for the future, so it only stands to reason that our present has to shift as well. We've been grappling with that this week: we don't fit into our hometown anymore. We've caught up with some friends and family and that is all solid and wonderful, but we aren't sure where we belong anymore.

 

So with that slightly depressing and confusing realization, we've decided to go explore a little. This weekend we will be heading towards the Sunshine Coast of BC and then over to Vancouver Island so fill our inspiration-buckets. We've always loved the Island and the Sunshine Coast but have never really looked at it as though it could be a place we could call home (deep down, we want to live in BC). Maybe the pace of life there is a little calmer, life a little more suitable for a single income family who doesn't want all of their dollars going towards paying off a mortgage for the rest of their living days. Maybe the fresh air away from everything we know will give us some clear insight as to what is truly important in our lives. I mean, we just had a year of that, I know, but coming back home and seeing and wanting all the things has skewed our judgment. 

 

Growing up is hard, making decisions is hard and change is definitely hard. We are trying to take these next steps with grace and patience, trying to weigh the good and the bad, and always moving forward together as a family. 

 

Some Catch Up.

Catch up.

So things have been quiet over here for a while, but that is mostly due to all the crazy things that have been happening, not due to lack of things to do. These last few weeks have been sorta (very!) crazy and we are just finally sorting out some thoughts and feels about whats happened and what is happening. 

I've given a quick point form summary for those of you with a short attention span for blogs (like me):

  • We put out boat up for sale 
  • Our boat had a lot of interest
  • Sailed boat to Florida for easier viewing/selling
  • Sold boat 
  • Wondered what to do next
  • Had some spare cash and time
  • Bought plane tickets to Europe
  • Found our sailing friends in Germany 
  • Bought a caravan/trailer and a car in Germany
  • Took off to see as much of Europe as we can before Christmas.

Ta-da!

 

I have talked a bit about our reasons for selling the boat here, but I can mention them again.

There wasn't a pressing reason for us to sell the boat, as in we didn't like it anymore, or kids were sick or anything. Truth be told, some of the magic had worn off, but we were still usually having a good time. The main reason was that we were in the Bahamas and it was coming up to hurricane season and we really didn't want to park the boat for 3 months. It would mean paying a  lot of money to let her sit, and then what to do with us? We felt like our timeline only had about 4-5 months left and we didn't feel it made sense to waste 3 of those months paying out the nose and moving the boat in and out of the water.

This adventure with the boat has ALWAYS been a temporary endeavour. My hat is off to the families who do this long term, but we knew fairly soon in our adventure that this lifestyle was not a forever thing for us.

We felt our timeline was changed a little with the path we took while sailing, which was fine, but it did have it's constraints. So instead of flying home early (which we really weren't ready to do), we took what we had leftover and stretched the plan a little further.

 

We've always wanted to explore Europe: I mean, who doesn't? We understood what it took to pack up a life and move across the continent, and we didn't feel up to doing that again anytime soon, so we figured: we already know how to live small and slightly nomadic - let's just convert that to caravan camping! 

 

It sounds easy, right? It sounds like a perfect plan, right? Well, as anyone who has ever made a somewhat large and hasty plan will tell you: it's never that easy.

 

There was about 1.3 million hiccups with the boat sale, and then about the same while trying to find/buy a car/caravan. We had a stressful few weeks where we really looked at each other and said "we've just made the stupidest mistake of our lives".

Thank goodness for hindsight. I mean, we're ok. Looking back now, there wasn't a whole lot we could have done differently. Life is just complicated. Uprooting is complicated. Travelling is complicated. 

We knew what we wanted to do, it was just a bit tougher to get there and start doing it.

 

The best part about all this stressful time was that we were with our German sailing friends (who are home for the summer in Germany, returning in the early fall back to the boat!) in their home. They had lots of space for us and mountains of patience. It was a gift. 
Our first week was wiped out  by jet-lag and we weren't quite ourselves. We had to shop for new clothes for a new season (I mean it's summer, but it ain't the Caribbean!), keep an eye on our Schengen visa days, make a travel plan, buy a car/caravan plus insurances. Oh, and all of that in Germany where they speak German. 

Yeah, we would have been lost without our friends. Literally, lost. We worried for a while that we overstayed our welcome, but our good friends believed in us and pushed us from the start to get the ball rolling and not to quit (when we really felt like we should). I'm glad we didn't quit. It's been worth it now.

 

A friend reminded me that even back home, with school drop off or a 9-5 job, there is still drama and still hair-pulling stress and still times when you want to quit. It's all the same, just a different scenario. Everything was new in our scenario which makes it hard, but with some help and encouragement, we figured it out.

We bought a Toyota Rav4 Diesel (2001) and a Dethleffs 4.6m caravan. Neither are too new or shiny, but they both do the trick quite nicely. I'm having issues posting the right photos right now (wobbly wifi), but keep an eye on Instagram for up to date shots.

 

And now, we are one month into our caravan Europe adventure. We have seen a bit of Germany, then we were off to the Netherlands, and then took the ferry to the UK. We are currently in Scotland.

 

Things we have loved:

  • food is excellent and cheap (a litre yogurt for $0.75? Hello!)
  • seeing the country via car feels like we really get to properly see places
  • travelling at our own pace
  • having a warm and dry place to sleep no, matter what

Things that have been a struggle:

  • new road rules (nasty parking tickets in the NL and driving on the left side of the road in the UK in a left hand drive vehicle. Special sort of torture)
  • finding the right place to camp
  • not going crazy with 4 people in a tiny camper.

 

We're still happy to be on this adventure but we both take turns being homesick. There are still a lot of question marks in our future, but we're trying to be present where we are and not to worry about our futures back home. Right now, it works to plan one week at a time. 

This week, we are in Scotland, maybe heading north from Edinburgh and eventually coming back down the english coast on the west side (as we went up the east side).

 

I'm finding it hard to find time to update our adventures on the blog, but I do almost daily on my Instagram feed. Check there if you are looking for updates (they show up on our home page, too).

 

On that note, if you have suggestions of places to visit in the UK or Belgium or France of Italy, PLEASE let us know. Either comment below or send an email to francesvantol@gmail.com. We'd love to hear from you. 

what is next

So What's is Next?

So, yesterday this happened and sorta took our day by storm. We never dreamed that selling our boat could happen so fast. We really buckled in for a long drawn our ride. We got some really great advice from Let It Breeze Sailing and Monday Never and Sailing Salty Kisses, which essentially all came back to the same point: photograph it beautifully and price it to sell. 

Done and done. 

I wonder now if we should have sold for more. But then I think about all that came our way and I feel it was because it was a great price on a clean boat that is ready to go with tons of useful items already on board. And this way, with a quick sale, we won't waste anytime in marinas or on the hard waiting for her to sell (which really gobbles up your money fast).

So we're happy! The interested buyers will fly to Florida around July 14 to get the process started.

So what happens after that?

 

Well, we have been feeling like we've reached the end of our full-time sailing dream yet are still eager to travel a bit more. This sailing part has always been a short term thing, leaving ourselves wiggle room to stay longer or shorter. As the pages have turned and as the season has gone on, we've felt that the best thing to do was to sell the boat and move along. Part of this had to do with turning around in Puerto Rico, part of it was just timing, part of it was the magic wearing away. 

We've loved this adventure and it has been more rewarding than we could have ever imagined, but Matt and I are on the same page and wanting to try a new adventure.

 

We've been saying for so long "it all depends on how the boat sells!", but we're dreaming big again. With this time in our lives (no jobs, no home, no commitment), we would love to explore Europe as a family. We've always wanted to spend a good amount of time there (not a 2-3 week holiday) and this is our best time. 

Even some days I get so exhausted thinking about that adventure but then I remember what it takes to get out the door and pack up a life and go adventure. It's hard work. Right now, we are already out the door and literally living a floating life and are as flexible as we'll ever be.

In our biggest, bestest dreams, we fly to Europe for August, maybe start in the UK and move south as the season change. Maybe buy a car and get around that way, maybe buy a caravan, maybe airB&B it across. Again, we are good at rolling with it. There is so much to see and we don't have a route, but we'd love to catch up with our German friends and Matt's cousin in London. The rest is open. Dubrovnik in Croatia? St.Petersburg in Russia? Brussels in Belgium? Venice in Italy? (Venice is non-negotiable: Piper has been dying to go for a long time now)

Sure! and everything in between. We hope to travel at our own pace and spend more time in places we enjoy and zip through the spots we don't (like, we'd rather spend a week outside of Paris in a smaller community and drive into the city for a couple of days to get a feel for it, but come back to a quiet life in the country to relax). We'll have to play by the Schengen rules, but we'll work something out.

 

If Europe doesn't pan out, we can travel back across the US and Canada (a trip we loved!), and go from there. At the end of it all, I REALLY want to be back home for Christmas. Really, really bad. 

We don't have a home to go back to, in reality, but we do have our families and they will take care of us for a while, too. And so many friends' couches to crash! Watch out, people! (I take milk and sugar in my coffee, thanks for asking)

We are still processing this whole thing a bit. I know that this boat isn't sold until it's sold, and so much can happen between then and now, but we're looking forward to this next chapter. We have no regrets and really feel like we have done what we set out to do. This year of adventure has morphed somewhat, but we've always been open to that. By the end of the year, we will come back with a slightly new perspective on life, and living in general
As much work as it is to turn a page in the adventure, we're excited for what is coming next. Like, really excited. Like, we don't dare get excited excited. Here we come!

 

(here we are with my Mom visiting us in the Bahamas)

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turning back

When Plans Change.

We made plans, we prepared, we got excited, we set out, we turned back. Sometimes things happen to change plans.

 

We had set out on Saturday the 13th of May (Piper’s 8th birthday!) to sail towards Panama, from Puerto Rico. We had spent the last week stocking up our boat, driving all over the island collecting food and packages and getting the boat ready to roll across the open seas for 7-9 days. We were mentally prepared and actually pretty excited about it. This was always one of our plans, to head towards the pacific coast, it’s always been an option and we finally felt ready.

 

 

So with our dear friends, on the yellow and blue boat Abeona, we left the gas dock around noon and headed south! The winds were fair and we had a great time setting up the new spinnaker and enjoying a lovely sail towards open ocean and watching solid land recede. We had dinner and even got the kids to bed in good time and got ready for our first of many night watches. I know for myself that I sleep poorly, if at all, on a night sail, but Matt is even worse (clue: during our 14,000kms across the country, I only drove about 400 of those kilometres and even during that time, he would barely rest his eyes). He likes to see and know what is going on. He’s not a control freak, he just feels better knowing what is happening. Maybe he is a control freak...

I took the first watch, from about 8pm - 12am, and watched the moon come up out of the horizon, orange and bulbous, looking like a glowing hot air balloon as it took it’s place in the sky.

We were making decent time, maybe 5.5 knots steadily, with the main and the head sail up. It wasn’t too bad. 

I was relieved  when Matt came up around 12:30am and I headed towards Digory’s cabin to have a rest (it’s always easier to sleep in the kids’ beds in the back of the boat). I dozed here and there, hearing Matt adjust the sails a bit and hearing the steady beat of the water on the boat.

 

Around 2am, there was The Noise. One small bang quickly followed by loud BANG. I heard Matt say something slightly sailor-ish, and I quickly dashed up on deck to see what was up.

What I found was that one arm of the dinghy davits (the metal arms that hold the dinghy up and out of the water while we are under way) had been broken right off, and the dinghy was pretzeled and hanging only by one arm of the davits, the motor end sloshing around in the dark sea.

I saw Matt running around, getting a knife and trying to contain this situation

 

Remember, this is 2am in the morning. It is dark out, we have no lights on deck during watch and both sails are still up: we are moving and everything is black around us. 

 

If I remember correctly, Matt quickly put the head sail away and turned into the wind to slow us down and then said “I gotta contain this situation”. I need to give him some credit: he was cool about all of this. Though his eyes looked a little glassy, Matt moved quickly and steadily with precise movements. Honestly, there was nothing I could do in that moment except for shout every so often “did we lose anything?!” Yeah, not that helpful.

(sorry, my internet is crap and I can't upload these photos again with the correct orientation. Turn your head to the left and you get the idea)

It might not sound like much, but in the moment, this was huge. If we lost our dinghy, along with the bins inside of it (yes, we sometimes use it as a shed, and put our snorkel gear bin in there), it would be a huge loss and it would be unlikely that we could recover it in the dead of night. Our dinghy is like our car, and is a pretty hefty investment and just so bloody useful!

Not only that, but the davits that holds it up are attached to the fibreglass of the boat on the stern, and also holding up the solar panels, which are also connected to the bimini (shade cover). By this one davits arm snapping off, we could have a good portion of our boat stripped in seconds, floating away from us in the Caribbean sea.

 

For the moment, it was just the motor end of our dinghy that was splashing, being dragged in white water as we tried to secure the dinghy with new lines, while cutting the old ones. Somehow, Matt did all of this (life jacket on, of course!) pretty quickly and soon enough our dinghy was being dragged behind us safely in the inky black sea.

From the looks of things, we hadn’t lost anything in the dinghy (amazing!) and there seemed to be no damage to the fibreglass of the boat. The solar panels were being help up by supports on the other side, and though the life raft we had recently attached to the back of the boat was scraped by the davits, it was still on and secure. 

Keep in mind, the wind never slows down, the water never stops and our little Luci lights are hardly enough to properly light this situation. 

 

With the dinghy now following us along like a faithful puppy, we had some time to think what is next. 

To tow a dinghy behind your boat for any amount of time is rough: it slows you down, it jerks on the back of the boat, jarring you, and it’s a liability. Matt hates it when we drag it, hence the davits that he worked hard to install early.

Towing the dinghy 8.5 more days to Panama was out of the question. Passages are long and painful enough, but to drag that thing would add salt to the wound (pardon the pun!). The logical thing was to turn back towards Puerto Rico, where it would be easy to fix. We knew PR a little by now and knew someone would be able to weld it back together. 

 

But to turn around meant a lot of things: we had waited for this weather window and we were already pushing the timeline late for hurricane season. By turning back, we were in a way saying “we aren’t getting to the Pacific”. By turning around we were closing a door indefinitely. By turning around we were admitting that this big passage wasn’t happening, maybe never. Neither Matt nor I really want to put the boat up on the hard for a season and wait around, we want to keep sailing, but the weather is chasing us out of certain areas. It was now or never.

 

When Matt first mentioned turning around, I felt a rush of relief, I won’t lie. This passage so far wasn’t the worst but imagining 8 more night watches wasn’t a welcome idea in my mind, especially when I was right in it. Turning around was the right choice, and it didn’t  even really feel hard at the time.

 

We quickly radioed our friends what happened. They made sure we were all right and said they were turning around with us. I made it clear that we did not expect that of them and they were free to make their own choices, but as it turns out, they were relieved, too. We were glad of the support. Cruising friends are just The Best.

 

Now, we had plenty of time to think and talk and formulate a plan

Maybe the Pacific wasn’t for us, or at least not right now. Maybe this was the best time for this accident to happen. Imagine this happening in another 3 days?! That’s too far to turn around but still a bugger of a time forward. We would have gone crazy. This was a great time for something terrible to happen. We were trying to see the silver lining in this dark rain cloud.

 

At the moment, we are thinking to head north, via the Dominican Republic, the Bahamas and then up towards the east coast of the USA. This wasn’t my first choice for some reason, but the more I think of the Bahamas, the more excited I get. 

We could also make a straight shot towards Grenada to be protected from hurricanes, but its a 5 day sail and then hanging out in a hot HOT place, waiting for better weather, which could be 3+ more months. That wasn’t ideal for us. We want to keep moving, we’re not done sailing, but the idea of sailing towards home, even if its the east coast, is actually a really comforting idea.

 

Matt and I have been missing home the last while. I don’t know if Puerto Rico has us in a funk or it’s just getting to be a long time without our family, or that we’ve had to say good bye to some really great friends that has us all sad about what we’re missing at home. Or the fact that before we set sail for Panama we literally called every member of our family to say goodbye for a while, so they were all fresh in our minds. Oh man! Maybe we’re just emotional suckers!

 

It helps that our friends on Abeona were thinking of same plan. They have sailed this route before and it is a totally manageable route with kiddos.

I mean, I don’t want to blame the kiddos, but it is hard to sail long distances with them sometimes. It is two more mouths to manage, things to clean and entertain and clean up after. They aren’t miserable, but they aren’t all that happy underway. There is only so many games on the iPad, and it does eventually run out of batteries, and no one should stare at a screen for 9 days straight! When the seas get rough and when we get stressed out, they start mentioning all the friends they miss and all the things they are gonna do once they’re home and how they don’t like this, that or the other thing about boat life. There is only so much pep-talk you can give, especially when, in the moment, you feel the EXACT same way.

 

Our kids do great on one overnight passage. We can all manage and get through but are all happy to see land within a day or two. This is where we are at right now. I know some families to do long passages with their kiddos, they manage and make it and love it. And I am so happy and proud of them. Seriously.

Right now, that isn’t where we are at. 

 

 

For now, we are still focusing on the present and moving forward a day at a time. We don’t regret turning around, changing our plans: this was the best choice for us, we all feel that way. When we turn one direction we are saying “no” to some things, but it also means we are saying “yes” to something else. 

We are all eager to see what comes next. Who knows, plans could change again, or morph into something new. This entire journey has been that lesson over and over again. We’re happy to roll with the waves and see where the wind takes us. We’re happy to be together, exploring and learning as a family and making memories that will be priceless in years to come.

 

 

And, today is my birthday and maaaaaan am I happy to not be rolling around in the middle of nowhere! ;)

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six months

Six Months In!

Somehow, we’ve been on the boat for 6 whole months now! It feels like so much longer than that, but at the same time, it hasn’t been that long at all. Maybe it doesn’t help that the seasons really don’t change much here. It goes from hot to really bloody hot, to not so hot anymore but bloody windy, back to bloody hot, or some variation of that.

 

 

In the past 6 months, we have bought a boat, outfitted a boat, registered said boat, named the boat (Sea Spice!), fixed the boat, sailed the boat, motored the boat, washed the boat, broken things on the boat, laughed and cried on the boat, read books on the boat, learned to read on the boat (way to go Digory!), seen countless sea creatures (dolphins, turtles, rays, too many cool fish to name, lobsters) - you get it, right? We’ve really be living on this boat. And I mean reeeeeeeally living.


Our life during these 6 months has been extremely simple. We eat, we school, we eat some more, sometimes we swim, sometimes we explore and then more eating, usually followed by books and bedtime. It’s nothing fancy. It’s been a gift to keep things simple, to not have to do much, to just take things a day at a time.

 

Our life during these past 6 months has also been extremely complex. We’ve had some paperwork issues with registering our boat, we’ve been filing our taxes from afar, shipping necessary boat items via cargo ship, trying to harness enough solar energy to keep us going, trying to keep the water maker going so we can all have enough to drink... again, you get it.

 

It hasn’t all been a honeymoon, that is for certain. But with 6 months under our belt, I can honestly say we have had no regrets in following this dream. I feel like it has taken 6 whole months to finally really get into a proper rhythm with all of this (read my last post about how the boat now feels like home). I am so glad we’ve had this time. I’m so glad we didn’t have a timetable to beat, or deadlines to meet. We’ve needed these 6 months to find ourselves in this adventure, and it was been worth every sunburn, rolly anchorage or long passage that has come our way.

But what will the next 6 months look like? What more can we possibly learn? I don’t even want to think about it sometimes.

At present, it’s looking like Puerto Rico is next, for a big-time grocery stock up before we continue heading west on our way to Panama. We are aiming to get to Panama before hurricane season truly hits in the Caribbean sea. So we do have our first little timeline. We’re still keeping things simple and we’ll always keep safety and security at the top of our list. 

 

 

We’ve been so happy to have our friends and family follow along through this blog. Though I’m rarely able to post as much as I’d like, I’m sure glad you stopped by. I read every comment and think of you all fondly. Thanks for taking the time, and for being such awesome cheerleaders!

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feeling at home

Home and Feeling at Home

I am sure you have all felt it, that magical feeling when you walk in your front door and step into your house/condo/cabin and say to yourself “I’m home”. It’s a glorious feeling, to feel at home, whatever that home might look like.

 

For me, it’s taken nearly six months to finally feel at home on our boat. I don’t know if it’s a mix of missing our previous home (we really loved our condo) and friends or the fact that our current home literally rocks and rolls, but it makes me feel a little unsettled. 

But it has happened at last: we’re feeling at home on the boat.

 

I think I’ve actually forgotten what normal life was like for me. I’ve forgotten that we had a car and we could go places quickly whenever we wanted. I’ve forgotten that I used to do laundry whenever I felt like it. I’ve forgotten that I used to have pleasant little weekly routines that I could rely on. I’ve forgotten that I used to have information, music, friends and family at my fingertips with the help of technology. It was a beautiful life and I loved it. I miss it dearly when I think of it, but it seems too far away now that it doesn’t seem real anymore.

 

I often go to bed with no idea what tomorrow might look like, or where we might end up. That’s normal. I know that would drive some people bonkers (and sometimes it does me) but it has become what we do. I don’t always handle a change in plan all that well, but when it happens enough, over and over again, it doesn’t ruffle my feathers like it used to. I feel like that is a huge part of this travelling lifestyle: letting plans trickle through your fingers and watch what happens after. And we always have our boat home to come back to, whatever our plans turn into. It has become our safe place.

 

For me, home happened when I sorted through my pantry. I could finally find good spaces and places to put all our stores of food. Maybe it is a deep-seeded maternal instinct that I’ve given up fighting, but to know that I can tear up a floorboard and feed my family is a comforting feeling. Perhaps, after we did a huge stock up shopping trip before we left St. Martin, and I squirrelled away hundreds of dollars and pounds of shelf-stable food, I felt safe. We hid all sorts of good food all over our boat and we are still eating through it (but man, I miss some of those delicious things we only found in St. Martin!). There is no wasted space on a boat. It’s incredible how routine it is now to tear apart half of our couch to reach that extra bag of granola/wraps/beans/chips (let’s be honest: I’m always going for the chips!).

 

It’s all become a little easier, it’s all become a little less stressful, it’s all become a little more like home. I am happy to spend a whole day on the boat, doing schoolwork or cleaning or cooking or reading: just doing home things.

 

 

Though we can’t zip around in our car to the store, we can pull out our sails and head to an entirely different neighbourhood for the weekend. Though grocery shopping is a full-on marathon every time, I am exposing my kids to new cultures and methods of transportation. Technically I can do laundry anytime of the day I want (we use a Scrubba bag), and I am more aware of how few articles of clothing I need to be happy. Though I miss my instant technology, those moments when you are unplugged and have no option but to spend time together, those moments turn into really sacred memories. 

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cruisers solidarity

New, Solid, Forever Friends.

There aren't really adequate words to explain how it feels to buddy up with some cruising friends after a lovely evening at the beach, and all form a conga line of dinghies to ride back to our boats together. There have been many evenings when we don't have the best flashlight or our batteries have run out, and we're worried about making it back to our sailboat safely. There is always a friend who says "just follow me back, I'll lead the way". And off we go.

 

Now, if you haven't had the chance to dinghy through a crowded anchorage in complete darkness, it is a special challenge. Some sailboats have their outdoor lights on, some not. Some dinghies have their lights on, some not, and then there are the buoys in the water or channel markers (or in the case of the St. Martin lagoon, garage floating). I find it enough of a challenge to navigate during the daytime, so once the sun goes down, it's all inky dark water marked by flecks of light here, there and everywhere. You can't go too slow because you tend to get wet with the waves lapping at the dinghy, but you can't go too fast either because there are moments when you can't tell what is in front of you. So we push the throttle and follow the light ahead of us.

 

I don't know what it is, but when you're trailing behind a friend (or two) through the darkness, all with keen eyes for keeping each other safe, it's this fierce togetherness, this solidarity that warms my heart to the brim. We follow their light and their wake and trust as they lead us through the waves until we reach our own floating home. Then there are farewells in the dark, headlamps shining in faces, kids trying to hug over the pontoons of the dinghy, and I just can't stop smiling. Remember, these are all people we've met a few months, weeks or days ago. But they take care of us, and never leave us hanging in the dark. 

ps: we now always have a spare flash light and spare battery with us, and usually pack another light just in case. And then, Matt bought me this. Romance looks a little different while you're sailing ;) 

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route options

Planning a Route, but Which One?

** don't take the red lines as literal stop points. I just scribbled in Photoshop a general direction. We might skip an island/coast line here or there. It's just a general idea of how things might go. **

As we've been travelling around (well, not so much these days), we've been altering or adding to our journey destination ideas. It's actually mostly by the people we meet, that our plans change or expand. We've met all sorts of people on the trip so far, and we've gathered some really fantastic ideas on how the rest of our trip might go. 

The people we have met have either done parts of the journey already, or have heard a lot about it, or have some new information to contribute that we knew nothing about. It's stuff you don't even think to look up on Google! It's been quite illuminating.

Here are some of our favourites, and who knows, maybe we will add some more as we continue onward! 

Our original plan, which is still on the table, can be found here.

The Ultimate Route: To Australia

This is an idea that we've come across through our journey that we never even really thought about at home. The more and more people we have met, especially in St. Martin, we've heard that Australia is a really good option for the end of our trip. Apparently, boats sell very easily in Australia, even our very basic "production" boat. This route would be an incredible option to end our trip, as we could sell our boat for a decent price (according to all the lore!) and easily fund our plane tickets back home, and get a trip to Oz out of it. 

Obviously, this is also the most extensive travel option. Look at that route! It's insane. It is also a little more time sensitive than others, too. We have to watch out for bad weather around Australia and New Zealand, which means we would have to leave French Polynesia at a decent time, which means we'd have to get through Panama at a better time and on and on the timeline goes. It could start to cramp our style, to have to hustle to get somewhere for a certain time. We don't ever want to rush through rough weather if we don't really have to, to not have the flexibility to wait it out. This route could easily take much longer than a year, as we would likely have to wait out hurricanes somewhere (our friends from Sailing Salty Kisses are thinking to wait it out in San Blas near Panama and that sounds like a nice idea!).

So we'll see. This would be SO incredible, but I'm not holding out for it. We aren't on this trip to make our money back on our boat, we are fully planning to lose a lot of what we've put into the boat, but this option would hopefully give us some financial wiggle room. But again, none of those are concrete promises. But seriously: sailing around NZ and Australia?! How cool would the be?!

Caribbean only - x2 seasons

This route has always been an option. We've heard from our friends that we could cheaply put our boat up and away for the hurricane season in St. Kitts, which could give us a chance to go back home and work and recoup somewhat. It would also give us another season (or more!) with the boat, as we could come back down in the fall/winter and do it all over again! or at least re-evaluate and see what we want to do.

The downside to this plan is we would likely have to live somewhere temporarily back home, which isn't always the best. But it's an option. I personally like thinking that we could get back home sooner, but I know leaving a boat to sit is never good and is a lot of work and is a lot of money, even if we get a good deal. 

We have friends here who do six months on the boat and six months at home and just make it work. It's all about perspective. I do see us making that work, but I also know when we get back "home" (wherever that might be in the end), we wanna settle down somewhere and plant roots.

Original to Alaska plan

This was a new discovery for us, as well. According to the wind and weather, it would be much easier to leave Hawaii and head further north to Alaska (instead of a straight shot for Vancouver) and then come down the West Coast of Canada to home. Again this is a bit of a time constraint as we really don't have an ice-breaker on our Beneteau, so it would be done in the summer. But what an incredible coastline to see! To come from the tropics and all the way up to the far north? It's a really lovely idea and we've always loved the idea of getting the boat back home. The idea of getting the boat back home gives us so much freedom to relax and make a plan but still have a home to live in while things fall in place. But this is also a huge route. This involves some pretty huge passages, but gets us home with our boat. Deep down, I think this is a better route than our original plan, as we've heard more and more than the leg from Hawaii to Vancouver is likely to be the worst passage imaginable. So I would prefer not to sign up for that. Alaska, ho!

Caribbean and East Coast

Again, after meeting people who have done this trip, it's an option that we hadn't thought of too hard. But it is a lovely option. This way, we could see the Bahamas and the East Coast of the USA (I've always wanted to see that coast! So much history!) and then up the Canadian coast or inland through the Great Lakes. This route would end us up in Canadian waters where we could easily work and live and either sell the boat or get it ready for another trip. The downside here is obvious: winter! I have NO desire to strap on those huge saran-wrap style boat condoms that people use to winterize their boats on cold weather coasts. And again, that is a bit more adventure than I'd like. Maybe I am a fair weather cruiser ;) I LOVE this plan, because as much as Matt cringes, I have always wanted to live in a French-speaking community with my family. At some point in my life, I would love our family to experience that (granted, we are getting a bit of that in St. Martin). But, as with all plans, it comes with pros and cons (taking the mast down being one of them).


So for now, we keep floating in St. Martin, getting work done on the boat and waiting for the right window to head south. As much as I really want to set a plan in stone, I know this has to be fluid and ever-changing. It's the best and the worst part. I haven't been as home-sick these days and I am happy to dream about cruising longer, rather than always making a plan on what home life will look like once we get back. I think that is a good thing.

This trip might take us longer than one year, it might take us two, or we might be home for this summer. Who knows. We shall take it as it comes!

 

We welcome any new ideas or thoughts. Have you made route plans that you think are great or exciting? What would a dream route plan be? Feel free to share! I would love to hear what your journey would look like!

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best and worst

The Best and the Worst Parts.

After being on the boat for nearly three months now, I can definitely say there are some really great things about this lifestyle... and there are some real bummer things about this lifestyle, too. 

 

I can't state enough that uprooting your entire life and routine isn't easy, that we really aren't on a year long holiday and there are days that I want to transport (Star Trek-style) me and my family back home to "normal". Then there are other days when I can't imagine going back to "normal" life - what is "normal" anyways?  No one really knows, and those who think they know, are liars!


Here are some of my best and worst parts of living a nomadic life on a sailboat with wee kiddos in one of the most beautiful and sweaty parts of the world.

 

  • Our home is mobile: the BEST part about this is that traveling to new and different places is a breeze (especially nice with a downwind breeze). No need to pack too seriously, we can just go. So easy, so lovely. The downside of this is, obviously, our home is mobile: it floats, it bobs, it sways...it basically never STOPS moving. To fill it with fuel, we have to take our WHOLE HOME to the fuel dock to fill it up etc - Oh the joys of a sailboat. 
  • The weather: We are in the beautiful Caribbean. The poster you see when you walk by the travel agent's office, those white sandy beaches with the umbrellas and the beautiful couple in the white bikini and linen pants? Yeah, we've been there. We've practically been the poster (minus the white bikini - how on earth do you keep that clean?! Never sit on the sand, or in a dinghy or at the bar. White bikinis are overrated. So are white linen pants, or pants in general in the caribbean). The posters don't lie. Truly. It is a special paradise here. We've loved it. The parts the posters don't highlight are the parts when you're sweating through your second pair of underwear before lunch, or when you get drenched by a squall unexpectedly or the humidity that seems to bead off your skin constantly. We are pretty dang close to the equator, hence, nice and cosy with the sun, and friends: it's hot. And it's temperamental (emphasis on "mental") and it's so different than home.
  • The people: The people we've met on our journey have been nothing short of INCREDIBLE. I don't make that up. As soon as you meet people who have chosen to be on a boat, they are almost immediately your best friends because you already think so many of the same things. People on boats aren't petty or self-involved or close-minded. They see the world as open and inviting and can't wait to see as much of it as they can. So when we roll up with two kiddos and wanting to chat, they open their arms and their hearts and we immediately bond. I feel like we've already met some lifetime friends on our journey, the kind you keep in touch with forever. We all "get" each other, no matter what our journey looks like. It fills my heart to the brim. The downside of this is that, eventually, you have to say goodbye. That is maybe the worst. I hate goodbyes. I don't always cry when I actually say it, but it comes out sooner or later. And I weep like a baby, or my mother on my wedding day. It's bad. I've said to Matt, after saying goodbye to some really awesome cruising family "that's it - no more friends! I can't keep having my heart broken like this!". He understands, but he looks at me as if to say "if we're not here to meet incredible people along the way, why are we here?". Community makes life better, I know this. But every time I have to say goodbye, I hate it. 
  • The foods: I really struggled with what to eat when we first arrived in the BVIs. For one, none of us were very hungry (due to heat mostly) and then we had to track down stores, which was a real treat, and then cooking it on the boat (don't forget hauling it back to the boat, via dinghy). It felt like too much effort. So we ate out a lot, or ate a lot of sandwiches. I sorta hated it, though I'm sure we all lost of bit of weight those first weeks we were here, because we honestly ate about 2.5 meals a day: breakfast, lunch and then Happy Hour, which was normally just chips and drinks before we all gave up and went to bed. The food out this way is often very expensive, poorly kept and strange. After three months of being away from home, we have found a balance or some easy foods that we can often find just about anywhere (eggs, oats, bread, chips). Now that we are in St.Martin, the euro-feel of things is awesome, in that there is lots of good food all over the place and it's easy to eat well and cheaply (and often!). It hasn't always been nice or easy, but we're getting better at it.
  • The normalcy of daily life: getting rid of a schedule or expectations has been a funny transition. There has been days when I am staring at Matt at 10AM in the morning, neither of us doing much of anything and thinking "this is ok, right?". It's a funny feeling to shake off the need to go-go-go. It is not in our culture to take a break and relax and have no expectations for the day. Piper, every night when I tuck her in, she'll ask "what do you think we'll do tomorrow?". Most nights at home I could list 2-3 things that HAD to happen the next day that we were expected to do. Most nights on the boat I can usually honestly say "you know, what, I have no idea what will happen tomorrow". It's a great thing, and a slightly strange thing. I like to know what is coming up, as I don't always like surprises, but letting each day form as it is coming towards us is ok, too.
  • Family time: Oh, there has been so much family time. It was actually one of my biggest fears thinking about aaaaall that time we were all gonna spend together. Day. And night, and over and over. I was most worried about seeing Matt around every day. Does anyone else have those weird Sunday grumpy days when you are SO ready to see your spouse go back to work on Monday? I felt like we always did. I wanted my rhythm back in the house. So I was slightly worried that Matt wouldn't magically disappear for eight hours Monday to Friday. But I can honestly say (and there is no sugar coating this!) that this has been the best thing for our family and our marriage. There has really only been a handful of times that I really want Matt to get out of my hair, and I can usually tell him that. In fact, I have a couple of times, in which he promptly jumps off the back of the boat and goes for a swim. Conflict resolution: complete! He gets some exercise and I get some quiet time. We all win in the end. The kids have seen us parents deal with issues and they can encourage us and help us laugh it off: "Mom, can you stop being so dramatic?" says one cheeky kid, and you can't help but laugh and forget about whatever the issue was. I sometimes miss my autonomy of running errands solo and doing an entire day on my own with the kids, but as our routine ebbs and flows (and as I get more confidant with the dinghy!), we'll see what comes! I feel best when we're all on the boat, together. It isn't perfect, but it is the area I dreaded most and it's been the easiest.

This has been a huge change in our life, but there have been no regrets. We have moments where we miss our family and our friends and I so badly want to be back where they are, but life keeps happening, no matter what. We have all said we want to go back home, but none of us has bought a plane ticket yet. We are not sure what our actual course will look like, but we certainly feel that this is a journey we are meant to be on.

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January passage

Thoughts on Our Passage

I’ve tried to start this post a hundred times. I thought of something like:

  • We completed our first passage! or,
  • We’ve done it! We’ve done a passage, or
  • look at us! we made it!

 

after which I would babble on about details about how things went and how we were fearless and how we are much better sailors now and… but in reality, I want the post to go something like this:

 

A family walks into a bar.

The bartender asks “why the bedraggled looks?”

The family mumbles “we survived our first passage. That is all”.

 

 

It’s not very funny, I know. And neither was our passage.

Long story short: it was 14 hours of upwind motor sailing. Anyone who has had to sail upwind for any amount of time will groan a little and immediately feel pity for us (thank you). The rest of you will cock your head to the side and think “well, 14 hours of anything can’t be all that much fun”. (thank you, too)

 

The fact was, that we had to get to St. Martin from the BVI in good time and we had a small weather window open and we had to go for it. Matt and our friend Ron kept an eye on the weather, wondering to leave in one day or a week. It’s a game, and a bet and at a certain point, you just need to run for it. We did have my mom coming to visit in a week or so, in St. Martin, so we really didnt want to wait for the clearer weather window that was possibly coming in a week. The weather was going to get worse in the next few days so we opted to leave a littler earlier rather than wait another day or so. 

I wouldn’t say it was a bad choice, it was just a tough choice.

 

We had prepped the inside (snacks, pre-made dinner, put things away that would fly under way) of the boat and the outside (strapped things down or taken things off, hoisted the dinghy on the deck) and were as ready as we could ever be.

 

We left around 1:30 PM from the Bitter End, and started pounding into the waves as the day slipped away on us.

 

It was beautiful, truly. It was also long and hard.

To go down into the boat was risky, and we didn't let the kids do much of that. You would hold on for dear life to heel back and forth to go and get water or the bathroom (the worst) or grab some food or iPads. It just didn't let up, and I think it just got to us after a while. 

We did know this passage wasn't going to be a dream: it is well known that this passage is usually a pain, so I was mentally prepared for that. Still, I can say now: it wasn't the best experience, but it wasn't the worst either.

The kids managed really well, considering. They were both a little green (which they haven't really been before), so they both had some medicine and slept for lots of the the daytime hours (in curious spots, like Piper, on the floor of the cockpit). After the sun went down, we ate a pasta salad (light and easy on the tummy, though we weren't really all that hungry) and watched the first stars come out. We kept our eyes out for our buddy-boat on the horizon (SO happy to not do that passage alone!) and eventually pulled the iPad out up on the deck and we tried to watch a movie. The kids enjoyed it (I think?) and then we sent them down to try 

and sleep. But somehow it just turned into them playing on the iPads until almost midnight. We had no problem with that: they were calm, happy and not getting sick. I eventually turned the lights off and they fell right asleep soon after. Then it was the rest of the hours into the night, just Matt and I, motoring away into the darkness. We would radio our friends every couple of hours, or if we ever lost sight of each other. I can't tell you how nice it was to hear a human voice going through the same things we were.

 

At the time, it was entirely bearable. I tried to sleep once or twice, to no avail and tried to give Matt a chance to sleep. He wasn't interested in being anywhere but the helm, which I can understand. It's the same on our road trips. Out of 14,000 kms we drove across the country, I drove maybe 500 of them. He doesn't complain and I do my best to take care of him and the rest of us.

 

We could eventually see the faint fog of city lights on the horizon, but would look at the clock and know we were still six hours away. Oh, those hours felt like eternity. We could see the destination, but were still so far from it. We tried to eat a bit, drank Coke and tried to keep things bright. I listened to an audiobook. I eventually couldn't keep my brain together anymore and went down to sleep a little. When I woke up, we had an hour left and St. Martin was definitely in our sights now.

 

We pulled in, with our buddy-boat at around 4 AM, dropped our anchor, and tried to relax. We both needed a shower (some of those waves were crazy!) and to just chill out for a bit. We eventually went to sleep, but I don't think it was very good. Maybe we took medication to help us sleep? It's all a bit of a blur.

 

And in reality, that first passage was just a blur. We are both a little discouraged by how it felt and have needed some time to recover. We've been told that every passage after this will be much better, it's just island hopping, down wind from here on in. I really hope so, and I am starting to believe it, too. I have faith that a good passage has our name on it, one of these days. For now, I have feelings of "we made it - and that is all", not a proper celebratory hip-hip-hooray. That will come.

 

For now, we certainly did survive our first passage, we have no regrets on doing it, but we are eager to have many more magical experiences nothing like that last one ;)

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December update

Holiday Adventures with Friends

So the holidays are past us now, gone too quickly and too slow at the same time.

 

We had friends visit from Canada over the Christmas holidays, for 15 days total. It was a bit of an adventure, with 3 extra kids and 2 extra adults, but we made it work. It helped that they are a trailer camping family and they fully unsdestatn the quirks of living in a small space with not all the same amenities of home. The kids were all around the same age and were able to play together full time. They loved it… for the most part. Everyone has their limits, but I would say that overall, we all had a great time. By day 10, we were all a little spent, but still had some incredible adventures. I think Christmas day was around day 12, so we had that to carry us through some grumbly attitudes.

 

I have to say that it is a little strange to celebrate Christmas without my family. I have done it before, being away from my parents or siblings, but there has always been someone related to me close by to celebteate with. Having friends was so lovely, to share memories with and collaborate ideas and traditions, but I did miss my family. There was just something odd about not having them there. It makes me wonder how people do this all the time.

 

We’ve run into some really great boating friends, from Germany, and they have been cruising for four years (6 months at home in Germany, 6 months on their catamaran in various places in the world), and she had mentioned that the first Christmas away from home is always the hardest. I braced for that, and it really was great, but when my mom sent me a photo of what her christmas morning looked like, it tugged at my heart and I felt guilty/jealous (I just want a croissant really badly and Mom always has those ready!). Being away from what is precious and important magnifies what really matters to you. As much as I love adventure and change, I sure to love my family, immediate and extended. These are just thoughts, not worries, just reflections on what it felt like to celebrate a pretty big holiday without our family.

 

Our friends who visited made it a great time and we really did enjoy ourselves. They treated us so well and took such good care of us. Seriously. Matt and I maybe washed dishes a handful of times and only cooked anything 2-3 times. It felt like we were swept off our feet a bit, though it was a little crazy with all the little people running about, but we really did get some good vacation time.

 

These past weeks, though I haven’t posted too much (mostly for lack of dependable wifi - ok, I’ll stop complaining), I have been doing a lot of soul searching and deep thinking. I am slowly falling in love with our boat, every time we personalize it, or give it a really good clean and are carried through some rough weather with her. Then I realize we are already almost two months into our journey and I can’t imagine getting rid of this boat! 

I also can’t imagine crossing great bodies of water with her. I’ll admit, I am a total chicken about taking this boat all the way back tp the west coast of Canada. One, I feel like our timeline is too short, and for another… ummmm… I’m just plain freaked out to go all that way in this little boat.

Matt is really good about reminding me to take it a step at a time and that nothing is set in stone and we shall just take it as it comes.

 

So we are, taking it as it comes. Today we are sailing across the BVIs to Soper’s Hole (once again!) to check out and head towards the USVIs. We have a large shipment of equipment for the boat to pick up there and it has finally all arrived (such a hassle, but I think it’s all settled… oh, please let it be all settled). We could soon have solar panels, a new mattress and new batteries, to name a few of the goodies we are waiting for.

We are underway as I am typing this, on nice calm seas, with some sun and some music and the waves gently clapping at the boat. Right now, I never want this journey to end, I want this to be our reality. Give me ten minutes and I’ll be dreaming of wallpapering our next home ;) 

 

Wishing you all a beautiful day and a continued lovely holiday, whatever that looks like for you. 

 

 

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early days

Finding a Groove

How are we?

 

Things are starting to come together on our boat. There have been some times when we are leaving a beach or marina or somwhere and saying “are we ready to head back home?”, meaning, back to the boat. It just comes out. It’s just as natural to say “are we ready to head back to the boat?”, but “home” usually comes out first.

I wouldn’t say that our boat feels perfectly like home, but it is certainly on it’s way. I remember a friend of mine telling me weeks after she had moved her family to a new city saying “I go through moments of feeling like we’ve done the wrong thing and we need to head back to our old place, and moments of feeling this is exactly where we need to be”. I feel those same feelings just about every day.

 

There are moments of beauty and bliss where I can’t imagine being anywhere else, doing anything else. And then moments of aching for home and stability and all my comforts within arms reach. It’s a constant ebb and flow of emotions. These days, it is getting less of a tug and pull, a little easier on my heart strings and my mental state. I literally have dreams of shopping in my old neighbourhood, or walking to the library or just sitting with my mom to have tea. Those are hard moments, especially after we’ve just motored through open ocean waves for two hours just to get to a harbour that has laundry and decent groceries. I remember fondly the days of holding my kids’ hands for the eight minutes it took to get to “our” grocery store, where we would probably recognize someone and have a lovely time catching up. It’s the little things that tug at my heart sometimes.

Then there are other moments, wandering around and I run into these incredible people that I have been following online for months and there they are, right in front of me in line at the gas dock, and they are happy to chat with this fan-girl. Everyone we have met has been simply incredible. Truly. I wouldn’t make that stuff up. We had one new friend mention that “meeting people on boats, it’s as if they have already passed through so many filters already: you are very likely to have a lot in common”. It’s true. Boat folk tend to be easy going, easy to talk to, a plethora of experience and willing to share what they have learnt (good and bad!). Those moments have been good, leaving my heart full and my cheeks sore from smiling.

 

Matt has been in his element, I’d say. He is finding a routine, in which every morning, he needs to be productive somehow. He’ll usually work on a project or two (or seven) and get something significant done before 9am. He needs to work at something and see progress. He’ll have a much better day if he does. He does a great job taking care of us all, especially me, as I ride all these emotional waves. For every time his temper may be short, his cuddles are jokes make up for it. I am constantly amazed at what this man knows, especially to do with boats. We’ve got the best captain on the seven seas with us! I can watch him instal/fix/build something and suddenly hit a wall saying “well, I just ruined that”, throwing hands in the air in defeat. Ten minutes later, I come around the corner and he’s fixed that problem and is working on a way to make it more efficient. When he can’t fix stuff on our boat, he’ll find someone else who needs something fixed, like the crew of a Scottish family who’s dinghy pull cord busted. Over he goes, with his little bag of tools and gets the job done, just for fun. We have very different ideas of what fun is, but I am sure glad.

 

My idea of fun these days has been quiet moments of reading my book (loving my dear Kobo) or sipping some wine in a  good mood. I look forward to bedtime and read for a good long while before sleep. Sleep has come easily, though it is never solid through the night. The nights are long, close to 13 hours and it is not always comfortable. It is often hot, it usually rains at least once and sometimes there are bugs (come and stay with us, really!). We manage, somehow and usually can recover. We are sorta running on those same fumes as parents of newborn. It’s not quite that dramatic, but good sleep, when it comes, is a blessing.

 

Piper is sometimes her best self on the boat. I say sometimes because she could probably use a little more space some days (she’s more like me that way). Normally, she is happy to play with Digory for a good part of the day, but sometimes she just needs some quiet book time, and little brother will rarely accept that. But we are finding that the age of seven is an incredible age for a kid to travel (I remember saying this when Piper was five as well, so maybe she’s just an awesome kid to travel with?). She can read everything and help out and has enough body strength to be useful, like, actually useful! It’s quite nice. She is a great helper, with dishes and some tidying and is happy to put herself to bed. She reads a lot on the boat (send more books!), and we can’t really keep up. I am getting her some books on my Kobo so she can have more, but then we have to share and that doesn’t always work out either ;) Overall, we have had very little drama with her and she’s adapted really well. She is a little more afraid of some fish in the water and of snorkelling, but she is working on her free-diving. She can dive down really deep all on her own, which is super impressive, but she will rarely venture out with us on a small snorkelling adventure. But we think she’ll get there! 

 

Digory has become a good little boat buddy. Of the two, he is the more dramatic and needy one, but that’s not any different from home. He will usually wake up and need a cuddle still and we are happy to give him one. He’s recently started crawling into Piper’s bed in the morning and she’ll read to him. It’s really quite sweet. 

He’s had a bit more of a tough time adjusting to the lack of food choices and availability but he’s getting there. He will eat rice now, which is a huge accomplishment! He is our little fish, willing and ready to swim at any time of the day. This morning he was out swimming before breakfast (with supervision, don’t worry). He is fearless in the water, and will dive down under the water with his snorkel to chase a fish, resurface, clear his snorkel and go and find it again. He’s had one scare when the boat swung away from him after he had jumped in and he had a big swim to do back, with wind against him, but even with his scared little face popping up out of the water for air, he kept swimming and made it all the way back to the boat under his own power. It was a touch scary for him and us, but it was a good lesson at the end of the day. 

Digory would play all day. And he usually does. There is almost always Lego on our table inside, and if not Lego, then Shopkins or Calico Critters or his stuffies. He has quite the imagination, and he and Piper make up the most interesting games. He is a little more reluctant to work on homeschool material, but we are getting there. Once he gets into it, he is happy to try out new words and sounds. 

 

Five weeks in, I feel like we are gelling into our family unit once again. It felt rather stressful for a while, but lately it’s been feeling like this is us. Thanks for your support and prayers and we journey through this adventure. We definitely miss “our people” but we ca hear and feel you cheering for us and it warms our hearts greatly.

 

 

 

 

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first sailing days

Our First Days Adventuring

 So I suppose our journey has begun. Let me begin with admitting that both Matt and I have confessed that at some point already, we've wanted to go back home and forget any of this has actually happened.

Most of it has been plain old home sickness, some of it has been fear of the unknown, some of it has been the fact that sweat has been running down various cracks on my body for weeks solid and I'm not always loving it.

I am telling myself that this is a massive life adjustment and that these things take time. We will adjust somewhat, someday the boat will feel like home and as for the sweat, I will just  make sure to drink lots of water and possibly invest in some sort of electrolyte replacer.

Not to whine while we are in this beautiful spot, but it ain't all a holiday. Our biggest struggle, after we got the boat in the water was to get it registered as a Canadian vessel. We had spent the day roaming around Road Town, tracking down insurance brokers and our charter company we bought the boat from, walking here and there, with the kids all of us on the verge of tears at some point or other, we did make progress. 

 


We now have an insured boat, and we know what to do to get it properly registered now. These things just take time. We were worried we wouldn't be able to get back into the BVIs once we left (to pick up my brother and sister in law who were coming to visit, landing in the USVIs), but as it turns out, things are running on Caribbean time here and rules aren't too strict. We haven't needed the registration number to date, though we continue to work hard filling out the forms to get it and waiting for the emails in return.

We've had some short fits and starts of business or "town days", as we call them to the kids, of getting things done and then to have a nice chill family day at the beach and try to relax. We had a perfect couple days in Leverick Bay, where we quickly met a family with similar kids to ours and we spent two glorious days on the beach with them, chatting about nothing and everything, forgetting about our current drama and just soaking in a new environment with new people. It was lovely. We did laundry, had showers and topped up the boat. Then, back to some paper work or "town days".

Next we began to make the trek towards the USVIs. This is all unknown territory for us. Matt had shipping a huge container of tools and our water maker to an address in St Thomas and we really just had to trust that it would all make it. We were heading that way to pick up my brother, Dawson, and his wife Rebecca, from the airport and to collect the tools. If it were up to me, I would have just fast forwarded the next little while. I will admit that I am a jerk sometimes when I am hot and under -fed and stressed out. I may or may not have been a "good sport" through all of that adventure. 

In hindsight, travelling  to the USVIs went off without any real issues, besides the time it took to get there. It was a longer and a shorter journey than we thought. Some bays we anchored in were delightful and others were rough. In the end, we got there just fine and picked up family easy-peasy (we literally anchored 5 minutes away from the airport: walked up a hill and found Daws and Becca, walked down the hill and went back to the boat).

We had some minor drama at Red Hook in the USVIs, after Matt had picked up his huge box of tools (150 pounds of tools!). Upon paying the cab driver, he somehow left his wallet in the cab, got on the ferry back to the BVIs and called it a day. It wasn't until much later that he realized what had happened. He was extremely put off (his time to be cranky now!). It was a big blow to our confidence and moral in general. We all sorta moped for the day and into the next. We had made it back to Soper's Hole on the west end of Tortola, stocking up in their good grocery store when Matt ran in to find me, with his arms upraised and bouncing. 

"The best news ever!" he kept shouting. I figured we had our boat registry number or something, but he said that the cabby had found his wallet and gotten in contact with him and could meet him back in the USVIs to get it back. We had some serious yeeeee-hawwwwing in the middle of the store. We didn't have to cancel all of his cards and replace them or even remember what exactly was in there. It was a huge blessing. There are still good people out there in the wide world. It's true.

For now, we are playing tourist with my bro and sis-in-law, back in the BVIs and trying to show them our favourite places. I can write more about our adventures later, but we are soaking in all the lovely things. The kids are constantly in the water, we've spotted multiple sea turtles, sting rays, huge fish, little fish, big crabs and little even some squid. I like to think we are still having a good time. I keep cooking and cleaning for us all, trying to stay on top of laundry and groceries and trying to squeeze in some homeschooling (but it is taking a bit of a backseat these days with guests over- sorry Ms. Julie!). It is really much like being at home, just with more sweat and a lot more sun.

Don't get my wrong: we are having a great time. We've had some great time sailing which is a great time to recalibrate - a forced slow down. We've met some INCREDIBLE people already. My heart is a yoyo with all the things it feels for the friends we have at home and these new ones we make. I've had tears over some happy moments, like when the nice lady let us use her scanner and printer. And then cried when I was able to FaceTime with my mom, not realizing I really did miss her face! But happy tears. So many feelings, up and down. But I remember these are still early days, and we are still ironing things out (like where to put 150lbs of tools?). Again, grace all day every day. And then cry when I need to.

 

Thanks again for all the love and support following us on this journey. We truly love having you all along for the boat!

 

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first days

Travel Days, Long Days

Well folks, we've made it. After years and years of waiting and months of planning and weeks of fretting and days of slogging... we are finally here. Here being the British Virgin Islands, where it all started.

 

We landed on the 30th of October, after leaving Vancouver on the 29th for a red-eye flight. We flew into St. Thomas in the US Virgin Islands this time, and were pleasantly surprised that it wasn't all that much harder than flying directly to the BVIs (we've found the BVI route to be much more expensive, whereas the St Thomas route got us to the same place, with just an extra ferry in-between.)  We would recommend it, though, as with all things in the Virgin Islands, nothing goes off without a hitch. 

Our travel days were easy enough, as in flights were on time and comfortable (United Airlines took great care of us and the kids) and taxi's were available, but the hard part was our stuff. We had packed two full size suitcases plus six other rubbermaid bins of things to live with for a year. A lot of the items are comfort sort of items (like my cast iron frying pan!) and a lot of homeschool material. We did pack a lot of weather gear (I groan at this because Matt has to pack everything to be prepared, but I glare at these rain pants that I can never imagine needing - I may eat my words... but I doubt it), and decent amount of clothes for each of the kids and ourselves. It's hard to pack for a year of being away! I packed some things for the kids to grow into, or something things for holidays, like Christmas gifts or special Easter books etc. I tried to think of everything we thought we might need and would be tricky to find in other parts of the world. It turned into a lot of stuff.

I comforted myself with thinking that some other people would have packed a lot more stuff. I'm not too sure about that now.

 

So, we landed in St Thomas, hot, tired and sweaty, to a busy airport with free rum samples (welcome to the Caribbean!) and we soon collected all eight of our bags (thank you Lord!) and found a taxi to take us to our ferry. Nothing is very far in the caribbean, but the roads are brutal for pedestrians and especially for pedestrians with close to 400 pounds of stuff to schlep around (wiring that down seems absurd!). The taxi's were happy enough to take us, knowing they could charge us more for filling up their van with our stuff and carrying it in and out. Uhg. 

Dollars were flying all over the place, just to get us to the ferry in St Thomas that would take us to Road Town, on Tortola. There we filled out customs cards (everyone's favourite pastime) and again, carted around our stuff. By now, the kids have been running off of three hours of sleep and odd food for more than 24 hours. It's starting to become clear that we are all running on fumes. As soon as we got on the ferry (think: Super-yacht, nothing like our BC ferries), we found a nice air-condition corner and both the kids fell asleep on me. We literally had eaten all of our food and had limited water at that point (ps: you pay for every ounce of water in the caribbean. It sucks, but I get it) and I actually had nothing to offer the kids. Digory fell asleep crying "I'm hungry, Mama". He broke my freaking heart!! 

What have we gotten ourselves into?! Part of me sorts broke at that point. I mean, we were safe and healthy and really, the kids weren't starving, they were just really hungry for a full meal. We had to get to our hotel, and fast.

 

Again, another cab to take us to the hotel four minutes away, and another wad of cash, and we were finally at our first hotel. We needed to be in Road Town for one day to finalize some paper work and sort out some of the money transfer stuff on the boat. That was most easily done from Road Town. Luckily, we have stayed there before so it felt relatively familiar.

We plunk ourselves down, thinking to just order in food (for my poor hungry babies!), and none of the phone numbers work, or no one delivers or nothing is close enough. More of my heart breaking.

Even though it is raining like crazy, I put on Matt's hoodie, don a backpack we emptied and took all the US cash we had an I literally ran to the closest grocery store. 

In the BVI's, being "British", they drive on the "wrong side" of the road, which really throws you for a loop. So I dodge in and out of traffic, trying not to die, and finally get to the grocery store and feed my family.



With my backpack full of funny food (and I luckily found my favourite wine!), I dashed back to the hotel room, no rain this time. We ate our ramen noodles and watched Beauty and the Beast on the ipad. At some point we all showered and brushed teeth, but it was the first of many times that I shook my head thinking "what have we done?!".

 

There we plenty of little hiccups along the way, as anyone who travels knows, but we did eventually make it to our boat. One last cab ride off another ferry, and the driver takes us right to our boat in the boatyard. It was a strange and anti climactic moment. I mean, we'd seen photographs of it already and so far, it looked exactly as the photos described. But I'm beat and so done with moving here there and everywhere, the magic is minimal. 

But we all climb up the ladder to check out the boat, for the first time, in the flesh.

Like I said, anti-climactic. But still, no immediate surprises. It's not like when you move into a new home, or check into a hotel room, where everything is ready for you to just slip in and start living. For a boat that has been sitting, things need to be tied up nicely. Meaning, they leave the fridge open, they have all the cushions topsy turvy, the sails are brought in. It sorta looks like a mess. But a mess we just bought and paid for, signed on the dotted line and all that. It's not a problem, it's just the presentation of it. Fairytale over, reality begins.

 

As is everything in the Caribbean, things take some time. We still can't sleep on the boat (you really don't want to in the boatyard - it's hot and you're inland so the air circulation is poor), so we stay at a hotel just a block down the road (super dangerous road!), where we can chill in the evenings after days of working on the boat.

Though we were told our boat would launch on the 31st of October, we were promptly told it wouldn't happen until the 2nd of November (welcome to the Caribbean, baby!). Well, we take it all in stride, this is just part of the plan, and we run with it. 
It worked out rather well actually, because we did have some time on the hard (on land) where we could sort out a bit of the boat stuff, clean it a bit and get it ready to get wet. In hindsight now, we didn't do nearly enough. We were still exhausted and I wasn't sleeping all that well and the kids still have to have their needs met and we need to constantly eat and drink (more water we have to pay for!).

Soon enough, it was the 2nd and we actually got an earlier launch time than expected (8:30AM which sorta turned into about 10AM, but who's watching the clock anyhow?). Once all the right machines got rigged up and could strap our boat up, we were on our way. That was maybe a little surreal. I remember seeing it finally slide down into the water and watch Matt hop onboard to help with something and it really did look like a boat, finally, a real live sail boat.

 

 

Matt was in his element, finally. He knows boats and how things go, so once that boat was in the water, he could finally feel like he knew what was happening. So much of this boat process has been out of our hands and we've just had to trust that things will work out, and it seemed, finally, it had.

With the boat in the water, we fuelled up (sweet! it came with a full tank of fuel!) and topped up the water (yay for huge tanks so we can shower without freaking out about not having enough water for coffee the next day - real issues, people). It's sorta that feeling when you walk out of high school for the last time: you feel like there really should be someone official there, pointing you which way to go for the best results, but instead, you just head out the door with your backpack and bad taste in clothing and just hope for the best. It was like that, like we just graduated, and no one once asked "you sure you know how to make this thing work?". They just let us go. (and I still don't have great taste in clothing, but no one cares anymore)

 

And off we went.

 

Crazy, right?

 

Those first days weren't exactly like how we imagined they would  be: so many things were tied to other people's schedules, everything was more expensive than we'd like, the weather was off and on torrential rain... lots of things. It felt like we were trapped in this funny limbo - again! So close and yet so far. I yearned to badly to just shake free of these limitations and finally be out on our own, doing what we came here for.

But with time and patience and a lot of grace given and received, we got our boat out on the water, and our adventure has begun.

 

We start these first days staying in the BVIs, learning the boat and moving our stuff in (oh my gosh: so much stuff), and then we will begin meandering our way back towards St Thomas to pick up my brother and sister in law for their visit. 

 

I am super impressed if you've made it this far, reading. I'll be honest and say that I rarely read long blog posts. I like to see lots of pictures and few words, and if there are words, they had better be witty and to the point. I hope I have gotten close, though sometimes there just needs to be a long blog post.

Just for those of you who read to the end, I'll have you know that I just had the most fantastic shower off then back of the boat, in the dark, with crickets and frogs chirping all around. I feel incredibly fresh and brand new. And while I have been typing out in the cockpit of the boat, while the kids are falling asleep and Matt is probably sleeping, too, by now, I can hear tons of water creatures splashing here and there around me. It's pitch black out but it is alive out here! So many strange splashes going on. I am slightly freaked out, but I sorta want a flash light at the same time. I think ignorance is bliss and I shall leave the sea creatures to their evening rituals.

 

 

Thank you million for your encouraging words and support while we take off on this endeavour. We love to hear from your all and cherish every note you send. 

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almost there

Two More Sleeps

photos by the always incredible Rebecca Sehn.

 

We're sitting on the edge of something awesome, but I still have to clean the toilets. I'm packing up my entire life and that of my family, but my kids still need to eat lunch. Life just keeps happening and no one is putting it on pause for me. If I want that box meticulously packed, no one is going to hold my hand and help me do it. Don't get my wrong: Matt is a great help, but he's got his own lists to check off and his own tasks to conquer (and I really don't want to take care of some of the items on his list).

So I tackle all my items on my own, swerving around kids who still want to play with those toys I am trying to pack away, or just peed the bed causing an unusual amount of laundry, and no one else is going to make this happen.

 

This morning, I set my alarm for early, enjoyed a quiet breakfast on my own and got to it. For the first time since when we started planning this adventure, I am actually getting really excited about what is coming. As I pack box after box, I can actually almost imagine pulling it out in the boat and storing it away. It's becoming a reality, or a closer reality at any rate.

 

We have a lot to be thankful these days: our money is moving around just as it should (Canadian dollars, to US dollars, in and out of various bank accounts), we've had some incredible moments with our closest friends and we've been surrounded my supportive family. Things are starting to settle in. It was most notable at 9PM last night, as Piper was wailing leaving her cousins house, "was that my last time seeing them?", that Matt and I realized it might be us wailing like that come Saturday. The kids are starting to feel it, Piper more so, feeling like things really have snuck up on her. She's really feeling like she's going to miss out on a lot of birthdays and special friend times. I am trying to remind her that right now, it's sorta the worst part because we have to do all the sad part, but once we are in the Caribbean, with out boat, out adventuring, we won't be so sad about all the things we're missing. I've been comparing this period of goodbyes as a slow band-aid pull: ripping and pulling, good and slow. It has to happen, but you just want it over and done with, but you gotta endure the slow painful part first. Ouch. 

 

We are savouring these last days with our peoples, and treasuring them. I say a lot of "I love you"'s, which isn't something I throw around too often. But I truly mean it. I love these people who are journeying with us, full of encouragement and support. Even when we sound crazy or tired or totally beat, we're loved and we feel it.

 

Thank you all, for sending us your love. We're so excited to adventure along with you. I mean it when I say I love you.

 

If you want to keep us in your thoughts and prayers, we fly out of Vancouver around 8PM on Saturday, October 29. We will do our best to keep you updated. Most likely, our Instagram and Facebook account will be the best place for current info, feel free to tune in there.

 

If you want to take a peek at our most recent video, where we do more preparing and running around, take a peek below. We love your comments and thumbs up :)

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leaving

Leaving a Good Life

Close friends of ours recently had their first baby, a lovely baby girl. Matt and I have been surprised how immediately in love we were, with this little lady, her not technically being a niece, but pretty dang close. It's been so long since our own babies were that small and needy. We've forgotten all the long nights and tired eyes, the utter exhaustion and fuzzy brain. We just love looking at the little baby girl, finally on the outside for us to love.

My heart aches a little for things we'll miss in this year we will be away. When we come back , this sweet little baby could very well be walking and talking. So much can change in a year, not just with the babies, but with everything. I think of our other friends with their children and how much of them we'll miss growing up, or our families and the milestones they'll all be reaching over a year.

I know I probably sound like a whiner because "oh, poor soul, she'll be out in the sunshine with sand between her toes!", but it is never easy leaving a good life. In these final days before take off, the realities of being away are finally starting to sink in. Dates come up in the calendar and I realize "we won't be here for that". Perhaps my mind is just a little extra squishy and sentimental these days, but as much as this trip has been our dream for a long time, the departure sure makes all these feelings a little more real. I do feel that once we are off and away, a lot of the hardest "feelings" will be over, and we will be wrapped up in our adventure and I won't be as sad, but for now, I'm feeling it all!

 


I moved out when I was 18, and that goodbye wasn't too hard. Perhaps because I was still so young and there was so much adventure ahead of me it didn't matter that I was leaving my only childhood home. But I think that might have been the last time I have had to say a goodbye like that. I've stayed in one spot for a long time, and Matt has stayed even longer. He's probably always lived within 20 minutes of everywhere he's ever called home. This is a big step for him, too. As much as we're saying "of course we're coming home", which we do plan on doing, I can't help but think we might come back slightly changed, slightly different. I expect our perspective to have changed, our priorities to have refocused and our goals to be slightly altered from what they are today. These sorts of adventures change people, and maybe sitting on the cusp of all this change (and having the time to consider all these things) makes me a little nervous.

 

What we do know is that we are settling into a period in our lives of uncertainty and of the unknown. We accept that. I feel like I've shared that a lot here, so I do apologize if I sound redundant, but change is hard, even if the change to come is exciting and adventurous. Closing chapters in ones life is not an easy thing. We navigate these last days before we leave with grace, and doing our best to be at peace with how everything is going. Bear with us if our responses are a little short, or our faces a little weary: we are packing up some baggage, literal and physical. There is a great journey on the way, but as everyone knows, packing is just the worst.

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Less Than Two Weeks

The countdown is truly on now. We have less than two weeks left before we take off, and we are starting to feel it. (we take off on October 29) 


We repack our bags every few days as we are constantly trying to play Tetris to get all our favourite things into our limited number of bags. I am trying to imagine us actually one day unpacking these very bags in our boat, putting some of these things away. It seems like a long ways away right now, but I know this time will go by quickly.

I have long since stopped having good quality sleep. It has nothing to do with our accommodations. I have slept well here for the past two weeks, but something has twigged in my brain and now I toss and turn for hours before I eventually fall asleep. It feels like hard work and I do dread it sometimes. I am exhausted during the day and am happy to crawl into bed early, at the kids bedtime, but I just don't fall asleep. So I read, sometimes watch a show on my phone, listen to a story or eventually just have to try and calm my own thoughts down. I don't feel stressed out, but I think that is what I shall attribute this lack of sleep to: stress.

 

We've also started our first "lasts". Last time at church, last time seeing these friends, last time seeing those friends, last this, last that. It's odd.

I mean, I know we aren't leaving the planet, never to return, but it still feels monumental. The emotional weight is starting to get to me, too, I think. We have lots of people cheering us on, but soon, we will have to wave goodbye and as it turns out, that part is hard. We've planned a good send-off with our family's right before we go, and that feels right.

Lots of deep breathing happening.

 

So for now, we are trying our hardest to use up the food we have on our shelf and in the fridge, we are trying to keep up with the laundry (as we all only have limited fall clothes - poor Piper only has one pair of pants somehow!) and try to not lose our marbles all over the place. Matt is working hard on figuring out the shipping of his tools and some of our bigger things and I am trying to get all the appointments done before our take-off date (here we go to the dentist!).

 

We're really excited to get this party started. We just want to get there, but first we gotta climb these last few mountains before we start.

 

Thank you all for cheering us on, for your thoughts and prayers. We need them all, and keep them coming :)

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moving and packing

All the feels of moving.

** pardon the shift in formatting. It's driving my bonkers. I know it's a simple fix, but as with lots on the inter webs... this time it isn't. Carry on! **

So, it’s happened: we are officially homeless. I mean, don’t worry about us or anything: we have a place to sleep and eat and relax, but we don’t own a home. Matt reminded me that it’s been over 11 years since we’ve been in this situation. We don’t live under the bridge.

 

I’ve had friends ask how I’m feeling. I tell them that I’m feeling a lot. I can’t quite identity what my feelings are exactly. I think overall I feel sad, because I sometimes want to cry and I sometimes want to go back to our condo and start over and I sometimes wonder if we’re doing the right thing at all.

 

I have to remind myself that we had indeed out grown the condo and our time had come to move on anyways. It was a really happy space for us, compared to some of our other homes, so I suppose I wasn’t prepared to feel a sort of grief in leaving. Our other homes I was happy to move along (drop it like it’s hot!) and get going on the next thing, but as a friend reminded me, we don’t really have a place to move onto yet. I mean, we do, but everything is still sorta cloudy in my mind, I don’t have real things to grasp onto yet: it’s all just photos and dreams.


For now, we are safe and sound and I have to remember that. This is all we need right now. We've known all along that this is a time of unrest and unknown. It's hard to stomach every single time. I will get better at this! I'm going to have to.

I've told a couple of people "preparing for an adventure is hard work!", and I truly mean it. The dreaming stage is easy-peasy, and it's the best part. This stage of legwork is hard and tiring, but we're getting through. I know soon enough we will be on our way and this time will be far away in the background of my memory.

 

Take a look at our latest video on YouTube of some of our latest plans and updates on all the upheaval! Enjoy and share and send us a nice thumbs up! :)

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What's Happening Next?

September has truly flown by, somehow, and October is right around the corner. Anyone else feeling totally flustered in this new fall routine? I'm feeling totally bull-dozed by all that is going on.

 

Just to keep everyone abreast (how often do you get to use that word?!), we officially purchased a boat! We've signed papers and lined up money transfer dates and all that jazz. I'll update our boat page with Matt one of these nights so you get all the details right. But we are thrilled. The boat is currently on the hard (out of the water, up on stilts) in Virgin Gorda in the BVI's, just waiting for us. We get our paws on her on the 31st of October (trick or treat!).

We also officially bought plane tickets! Yay! This is a huge weight off of my brain. We fly out of YVR (Vancouver) on the 29th of October, and then we are on our way. So we are packing up our entire life into boxes to store, donate or take on the boat. There are piles everywhere in our little condo. It's crazy, but we just need to power through this week and things will settle... won't they?

 

You'll probably notice that our move out dates don't perfectly coincide with our boat dates, and that is because we are staying local for one month still. The weather isn't quite ideal yet to be cruising in the caribbean, so we figured to stay close to home for a little longer, for Matt to keep working, but have a little less house-payment and hassle. We have lovely friends with an empty basement suite close by who invited us to use it for the month. This is more than perfect and such a gift. It'll be an odd transition, to be living out of our suitcases, but still doing so comfortably. And we'll have a month to shake all the hassle of moving off of our backs. We're hoping October will be a month to figure out some of the finer details of our trip and to have adequate time to say goodbye to all of our people here. I am not looking forward to all the goodbyes. That is probably going to be the worst part of taking off on a grand adventure. 

 

So for now, we pack more boxes, clean our condo and close one chapter of our lives. It is all bittersweet, but all part of the process. Coming up in our lives right now is:

 

  • moving on the weekend of the Sep 24-25
  • officially selling our condo on Sep 28
  • a number of photoshoots for Frances
  • celebrate Digory's 5th birthday 
  • all of us visit the dentist
  • Thanksgiving with family
  • kids finish up skating and swimming lessons

And somewhere in there we have to take some deep breaths and try not to go crazy. I know that this next little season is going to be intense, I am mentally preparing myself for it, but I still feel a little on the edge most of the time. So many things are changing at once and it starts to take a toll on your heart! I like to see things planned out and that we are making progress, a day at a time, and soon enough, before we know it, we'll be settling in to life on our boat!

 

Remember to check out or Facebook page for more updates and Instagram for more photos. I'd love to hear from you :) And check out our latest video below about packing... toys... the best and worst part.



Check out where the boat is and a quick pic!

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Digging-in instead of Peacing-out

Have you ever had those parenting moments when it's been a long day (yes), the house is a mess (yes), you are dead tired (yes) and sick of all the drama the kids are raising (yes)?

It feels like it's nearly every day. Those bittersweet hours at the end of the day are just the worst. Matt sometimes just puts his head in his hands and says "can't we just fast forward?". 

Amen.

 

Last night was like that. We'd actually had a pretty good day (yay for swimming lessons!) and dinner went down without too much complaining (yay for bribery with ice cream #noshame) and there was lots of time left for the kids the play in the bath, which they love. Off they went, filling that sucker up as high as they could (groan).

As Matt and I are milling about and trying not to look like we're avoiding the obvious housework ("ummm, yes, I actually really do need to organize these sheets of scrap paper. Jeez"), we can hear Piper in the tub pulling her best "bossy boots" attitude. She's a first born, I have to keep telling myself that, but it drives both Matt and I crazy (being a third and fourth born, respectively). After a calm warning, and then hearing the same attitude still (reminder, our home is 900 square feet. You hear everything happening in the tub), I tell (command?) her that her time is up, to get out, dry off, brush teeth and head to bed.

Tears, gnashing of teeth, more tears and then stomping off, hair all askew. 

 

So. Many. Eye-rolls.

Another amen, please?

 

My gut said to just let her go to bed, wet and angry and probably fairly confused. She was being a big-sister turd, and could use a night to think it through. But then I remember that I know my kids, and I know myself: we were all gonna be miserable for it. With a sigh and another eye-roll, I made a plan.

When my gut rolls so far one way ("let them rot in their prison and think upon their misdeeds!"), then my instinct sometimes chimes in and tells me to roll in the opposite direction. Like, a very sharp left turn: it's gonna take all my time, and attention and effort.

I felt, more strongly than other nights when I do let them rot (guilty), that this was my time to dig in: not in the argumentative way, but in the enriching way, like turning and churning tired soil. The kids needed some evening "compost", some rich and vital nutrients that help them flourish. Instead of peacing out, which was all I wanted to do, I decided we needed a good and long story time. And I wasn't thinking about a dozen of those (laaaaame) early readers that they so love, I opted for a real book. The only problem was that I had packed pretty much all of the good books. Luckily, I had put a couple books on my Kobo e-reader that might work. Turns out the only book that came remotely close was the first book in the Harry Potter series.

 

Now don't start lecturing me on my kids being too young for that book, I know they are. But this wasn't about age-readiness in reading, we needed squishy-close-snuggle time and Harry was coming along because, well, Harry was the only one available.

After a talk and a cuddle, and us all apologizing for having lousy attitudes, the kids and I climbed into their bed, filled it with pillows and started reading. We could have been reading Les Miserables (the other option on my Kobo), I actually don't think it would have mattered. We were all up in each other's grill, breathing in our (thankfully) clean smells and bodies pressed close. We read and read and read. Piper read right along with me, and caught every word I missed. Digory got his back scratched just about the whole time and I got to practice my various english accents. We were all having our tanks filled. (Matt was blissfully cruising the internet, interruption free, for all the cool boat gadgets without me breathing down his neck = his tank filled, too.)

 

As we were reading in that tiny little bed, meant for one child, I figured this might be a lot like our boat adventure: we'll be in each other's face without an option of storming away, and we'll have to make a choice over and over on what is the best way to shut the day down. It might not always end in two hours of reading Harry Potter, but there will have to be those times when I dig in and cultivate deeply into the kids' needs, and leave my own aside. I won't always have the option of peacing-out of parenting and discipline. I'm sure sometimes I will, or Matt and I will have to resort to the dreaded "tag-team" parenting, but I can see the value in sowing deeply into what the kids need, even at my own expense. 

Don't get me wrong: I am not a fan of the martyred-mother: I strongly believe in self-care and pursuing your own passions outside of home-life, but the fact is, that my kids need me now. I can spare an evening to feed their little spirits, to show humility and compassion and forgiveness, despite the fact that they might have well deserved a night of silence, I probably deserved a quiet night, too. And I found my quiet night, surrounded in a squishy little nest on the lower bunk, with my little kiddies sprawled all over me, utterly rapt in a make-believe story.

 

I think we all made amends yesterday. I would have never admitted that after a day of full-on kids, that I actually needed to spend more time with my kids (I homeschool, yo - I see my kids plenty!). These rich moments are one of the reasons we are going on this adventure: to dig deeply, not miss a moment or opportunity to remind our kids over and over "we love you, we love you, we love you". 

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update

Being Vulnerable.

This entire adventure so far has been a stretch, in all kinds of ways. 

Lately, I'm finding that it's a stretch on my comfort zone, especially on the "putting myself out there" zone. I've put myself out there a couple of times this past week (online garage sale and video update) and have been graciously rewarded. This reminds me that confidence is key and that people will continually surprise me. I forget that we have incredible people in our circle, that just keep coming around us and supporting us in our most vulnerable moments. 

We've also made some shirts to help support us, and to dress the world alike. Do take a peek at our online shop- they are a work of  heart.

 


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